Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Sweet Tooth
I ate all the rest of the Chinese and had a Nutty bar or something and a packaged fudge brownie.
I'm looking forward to getting back on track with my diet. I foresee fried fish in the future.
I'm looking forward to getting back on track with my diet. I foresee fried fish in the future.
Back
I jogged for 30 minutes. I had had Chinese my mom got earlier, but I couldn't eat much of it but the eggroll. She brought me back a green smoothie. It's my 1st and it's good! It tastes pretty healthy to me.
I just woke up.
about 15 minutes ago. I slept for about 6 more hours.
I did wake up to go to the bathroom and later throw up the 1st time I slept, from about 10-4. So, that's 6 and 6 hours. I woke up saying, "Oh my gosh," chugging some water down my throat. It stung all these hours some. I had to take a cough drop.
I did wake up to go to the bathroom and later throw up the 1st time I slept, from about 10-4. So, that's 6 and 6 hours. I woke up saying, "Oh my gosh," chugging some water down my throat. It stung all these hours some. I had to take a cough drop.
Monday, March 30, 2015
I can do it.
There is no point in giving up my life for something weird.
Are people just pointing fingers at my reputation from the past as being academic and quiet..? So what? That has nothing to do with my personality and who I am.. Maybe, I was just sensitive then.
Are people just pointing fingers at my reputation from the past as being academic and quiet..? So what? That has nothing to do with my personality and who I am.. Maybe, I was just sensitive then.
Not an Achiever
I have to understand in some ways I am unaccomplished and others I am. I am accomplished in retaining myself as a person but unaccomplished in achieving.
"Being a Kid"
Why do you look at bad kids with good parents and say they are okay but not me cuz I'm also not like my parents?
Proof
You know people who just wanna nestle in a hole at some point in their life. Well, fat dads don't want their ballerina daughters to be fat, too, and same for fat moms, as you well know. That's just an example. So, why spend my life bribing I'm like my parents but in a bad way cuz you just want my parents to make you feel cozy as they are adults and not me?
Good Looks and Essence of Personality
I don't have exactly what I want and don't want to be a copy of my family. I feel like I'm going thru a process of change, similar to others.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.
Dieting
I started eating more healthily. I had a Dole fruit cup for breakfast and my salad with no dressing but oil for lunch. I am gonna cook seafood for a dinner. I also have frozen Japanese vegetables, nice and healthy. ^--^
Hair Wraps and Shirt Clips
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This is done in places like Key West. Also, in Southern Florida they wrap their T-shirt up in a clip. Here's a sample of someone wearing it low:
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This is done in places like Key West. Also, in Southern Florida they wrap their T-shirt up in a clip. Here's a sample of someone wearing it low:
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Sunday, March 29, 2015
Saturday, March 28, 2015
Looking Back
I miss the old days when we were new to Orlando. I hadn't gained my weight totally until awhile after withdrawing. Things were still magic, and I had hopes for the future. I could've gone online then. I think Facebook became popular my 1st or 2nd year of college, but I was not in on it at the exact start of its popularity. I might've even still been in my senior year of high school.
Girls Looking for a Challenge
You always get those somewhat intellectual men slapsticking the girls who are an overly intellectual challenge.
Men are afraid of being outdone, but they grow strong muscles and intellectually cannot seem to be gone thru to.
Men are afraid of being outdone, but they grow strong muscles and intellectually cannot seem to be gone thru to.
Mistakes
They get made in different ways, also for different reasons.
(1) It might be you're offing someone on purpose.
(2) It could be a slight, like people taking in what goes on inside when you have a right to privacy.
(3) It could be only 1 or so big things.
I do #2 and #3 in a way, and most everyone does #1.
People in Their 20s
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People make the mistake to neglect their health, which may be a bigger fallacy than withdrawing from a course in college.
People in their 30s stop to look back and wonder what just happened and what caused it to be that way.
Money can make you or take you.
They give up.
(1) It might be you're offing someone on purpose.
(2) It could be a slight, like people taking in what goes on inside when you have a right to privacy.
(3) It could be only 1 or so big things.
I do #2 and #3 in a way, and most everyone does #1.
People in Their 20s
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People make the mistake to neglect their health, which may be a bigger fallacy than withdrawing from a course in college.
People in their 30s stop to look back and wonder what just happened and what caused it to be that way.
Money can make you or take you.
They give up.
Frozen's Overseas Translations..
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Over 2/3 of Frozen is overseas sales.
"'For international success, we need to make sure we have universal [stories] with universal characters that are relatable to today’s audience,' Del Vecho said.."
"And what the “Frozen” creators found was an international audience ready for new approaches to storytelling and themes that better reflect modern life." ... "The central character, Elsa, is complex and tests notions of the antagonist. It’s a love story, but not a romantic one at its center."
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Over 2/3 of Frozen is overseas sales.
"'For international success, we need to make sure we have universal [stories] with universal characters that are relatable to today’s audience,' Del Vecho said.."
"And what the “Frozen” creators found was an international audience ready for new approaches to storytelling and themes that better reflect modern life." ... "The central character, Elsa, is complex and tests notions of the antagonist. It’s a love story, but not a romantic one at its center."
Do you do this?
Fart
Grunt
Have Your Stomach Grumble
Cross Your Eyes a Little
Go Mad
I'm mostly worried about #1.
Grunt
Have Your Stomach Grumble
Cross Your Eyes a Little
Go Mad
I'm mostly worried about #1.
Double Standards
In the US, we have set ways of thinking programmed, but we also hold ancestry in Europe and even other parts of the world..
If you say we have to do something a certain way that is detrimental in fact, then so would you based on your argument of background. That kinda topples over most ways of thinking. I just can't remember what it was.
If you say we have to do something a certain way that is detrimental in fact, then so would you based on your argument of background. That kinda topples over most ways of thinking. I just can't remember what it was.
Josh Groban: a Successful Singer
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People like Christina and Eminem may be big MTV stars, but Josh Groban does classical-like music. He could be an easy appearance on something like People magazine. Josh was ready to fill in the shoes for Andrea Bocelli as a teen with the help of David Foster, a song writer, producer, and accompanist. He went to an arts school.
People like Christina and Eminem may be big MTV stars, but Josh Groban does classical-like music. He could be an easy appearance on something like People magazine. Josh was ready to fill in the shoes for Andrea Bocelli as a teen with the help of David Foster, a song writer, producer, and accompanist. He went to an arts school.
Josh Groban on Liking Girls
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Josh Groban has been questioned this question, and he said he wouldn't be afraid to say if he didn't. The article is from 3 days ago.
Josh Groban has been questioned this question, and he said he wouldn't be afraid to say if he didn't. The article is from 3 days ago.
New: Racial Tension Against the Chinese/Asians
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I wonder if this includes Japanese.
This article is about San Fransisco with Asians and blacks. 1 Asian was punched to the ground, dying after hitting the ground. Some of the victims were older middle aged Chinese people. The article was published in 2010.
You know Koreans were also helpful in war. The fact of the matter is there are only 4 Chinese-related Asian countries: China, Japan, Taiwan, and Korea. Vietnam is actually an older singled culture, as for other countries in South Asia by India.
I wonder if this includes Japanese.
This article is about San Fransisco with Asians and blacks. 1 Asian was punched to the ground, dying after hitting the ground. Some of the victims were older middle aged Chinese people. The article was published in 2010.
You know Koreans were also helpful in war. The fact of the matter is there are only 4 Chinese-related Asian countries: China, Japan, Taiwan, and Korea. Vietnam is actually an older singled culture, as for other countries in South Asia by India.
Friday, March 27, 2015
Josh Groban
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He got his education at an arts school, in high school, and his career launched from there, being asked to fill in to sing with Celine Dion, a renown pop singer.
He got his education at an arts school, in high school, and his career launched from there, being asked to fill in to sing with Celine Dion, a renown pop singer.
Chris Mann
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He is a celebrated classically trained singer who got his music degree at a highly prestigious university. He was so good, he got cast in an opera in Italy upon graduating. He also was a runner up in The Voice.
He now is touring as the phantom in The Phantom of the Opera around the US. I got to see him perform it 3 times!
He is a celebrated classically trained singer who got his music degree at a highly prestigious university. He was so good, he got cast in an opera in Italy upon graduating. He also was a runner up in The Voice.
He now is touring as the phantom in The Phantom of the Opera around the US. I got to see him perform it 3 times!
Social Bullying
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There are 3 forms of bullying - physical, verbal, and social. It is the result of prolonged indirect passive aggressive behavior.
Your personal background can determine if you will be socially bullied or maybe just be unlucky in a given situation that has to do with your background.
There are 3 forms of bullying - physical, verbal, and social. It is the result of prolonged indirect passive aggressive behavior.
Your personal background can determine if you will be socially bullied or maybe just be unlucky in a given situation that has to do with your background.
Somewhat Lengthy Discussion on Interest in Performing Singing..
I mentioned things like that Josh Groban and the guy playing Phantom grew up playing piano. I focused more on ballet those years when I could. The gymnastics as a child got my voice in shape when I started singing. I wanted to be a singer my whole life.
..They seemed happy to know I was accepted to music school in college.
..They seemed happy to know I was accepted to music school in college.
Kids and Too Much School/Homework
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Kids these days do college level work, whatever that is - lecture, useless notes, and possibly text?
Kids in the late 90s don't have as much substantial work, I feel. Homework levels pump up for some in the 2000s.
Kids these days do college level work, whatever that is - lecture, useless notes, and possibly text?
Kids in the late 90s don't have as much substantial work, I feel. Homework levels pump up for some in the 2000s.
Problem
Why is my dad sometimes acting concerned about our relationship and others acting like of course I'm in trouble still when I did nothing wrong?
Problem
Why, now, do you keep insulting me? You can't take me away from people. You gonna stop? Are you threatening to do it if I still am liking someone? I'm not listening to my oldest aunt and Gramma.
So far so good.
No more problems from me.
I dunno why I said all that. It was that one statement with the stimulation, "No, you go back to work." I think it made me want to m******** in my sleep. Also, I believe it is important.. I wanted problems-free, but I guess I'll have problems even if I were living as a normal person.
I dunno why I said all that. It was that one statement with the stimulation, "No, you go back to work." I think it made me want to m******** in my sleep. Also, I believe it is important.. I wanted problems-free, but I guess I'll have problems even if I were living as a normal person.
Lying All Day
They keep shooting lies at me.. like "you can't pick up your baby," "I'm not gonna touch you.." I know Ginny Kopf started this. I don't care! You're bad.
Problems
I met someone I like a lot, and I happened to be upset that day and posted about it on my blog. I repeatedly thought of things to post. My dad didn't take that and now people I find are acting like this person is getting stimulated. I fel distanced, and it's painful. Yesterday, nothing much happened that I remember, but my oldest aunt supposedly had her going all dizzy and saying, "No, you go back to work."
I like this person a lot and find it done robotically and even just as a check or precaution without explanation that Bella Thorne takes away all my relationships. There were big things done.
They keep interjecting things that she says that are negative and selfishly picky, so it's probably not straight from her.
Also, it might be cuz my Gramma once acted like she said, "If it happens around something, why, then, it must be re-Lated," and that "if it happens when I've been thinking of a person (I like) that person must be a problem."
Things have been pretty good without all this.
My dad yesterday seemed to say, "I'm making so-and-so into soup and leave you in your crib. See? I did it." I don't want that feeling, neither, of being stuck with my dad, like that's my message in life. He might not think that at another time. If I'm c***, that's not my fault. I'm mad at my parents for that, my dad in this case. They can't stimulate others and keep me for themselves. I don't want him (like that.)
I will not take nor let you get away with stimulating her. I will not take that it's over cuza something I did. You don't lose people like that. I think it's my dad's fault now. My mom thinks if they said something they can't take it back.
Quit acting like me posting this is bad or you're my enemy. I was thinking of not, but the stimulating factor is too much. I felt like m********** while I was asleep and I feel the effects now.
You don't go and r*** someone just because they are a role model and you think they "need it," like if they're attractive. They might be somebody's mother! You don't just "press the button." No, you're not getting away with this. I don't know who did what, honestly, and I'm not threatening to hurt anyone, but justice must be served. I can't even reverse the process and don't know what to do. It's my skittish, drawling personality of a dad in action. I don't know how to deal with this. I figured I'd just not talk to others as much if possible. I really won't take this! What can I do? I started liking someone, and everyone is acting like the person is being stimulated just because I posted about my problems when I met them! I don't care! It's not funny!
Do you wanna talk this out? I won't accept it. This is absolutely ridiculous.
Also, why are you so attentive to Bella Thorne and being mean to me when I mention her or think about her? I didn't do anything bad like she did to me. Did you know that when I was sharing something with my dad he made a noise that knocked out a part of my brain forever, the front, and right after I said Bella Thorne was being shown affection being picked up? So, in the end, yes I am nice to Bella. Why do you keep pushing me about how I treat her, then?
They could give me messages all day, and I'll have to boomerang back to here.
Bottom line, you don't ruin my relationship with someone just because you see me post about my problems and maybe you think the relationship is too perfect.
I know, they'll get tired of keeping this up.
Now, I just have to worry about the new inappropriate messages. I was mainly backing up stuff I didn't write about when I tried to lay off it. I will not take this new way of acting about someone I like! It's not for you to monitor.
Also, I got upset the other night and now my eyes are seeing faintly in double some things sometimes. I think Bella Thorne did it posting 2 images of herself in one picture like a trick. Someone told her to do that to me. Why am I the bad guy?? I don't do anything. She did. It's nothing to go viral about, but you tell her to be mean to me and she decides to.
Now, nothing "wrong" about what I said. Most good people would agree or care about it. You're just making up stuff, like I'm bad if I informed of this. Lotta things happened, but this is bigger. They keep acting like someone I look up to is just stimulated into a stupor. Get it, now? Cuz I've had to say enough. It's time to get breakfast. I didn't do anything to deserve to be treated badly. It is important that I post about this. It's not really bad. It might not be to your liking cuz it's about what you do wrong to me, which you believe is right. Don't just get mad. If you wanna tell me it's bad, figure out a reason. I should post about problems, you think just not to do with you. I realize it's not perfect. I am an adult, and I write my own blog. It is not for you to edit and be bad about.
Did you know also I think my dad and Ellen and others may have made my left nostril have a whistling hole in it sometimes when I started singing lessons once?
So, another reason I posted about this again is because it damaged me. It's for me to write and you not to bug about the fact I wrote it. Maybe, there's a hint of an attitude but not especially. You can't go making up stuff, neither, about what I really did and then trying to bug me about it and get all mad. I'm sure you appreciate the news of "what's going on." I will continue to blog freely about my life. Maybe, this all doesn't matter, but maybe a little of it does, the stimulating part. I feel I didn't go about saying it in just the right way, tho. It will probably at 1st cause more stimulation, even. I dunno. A lot happens, and I say about it all.
I don't know about the fact that this person needs to be stimulated inappropriately and from some revoltingly, but I saw you change my life. What's with all the good people being stimulated inappropriately? The bad people are just losers. Now, we have no one to talk to cuz they've all been drawn in to be stimulated inappropriately like it's funny. I didn't say, "No, they can't be stimulated in any way," like a kid would say.
Also, quit acting like I'm bad.
I'm gonna go ahead and post this and hope nothing bad happens. I'm just reporting and solving, not trying to even insult the bad people..
About the stimulating, I think it's important cuz it's really happening. I am not inappropriate to deserve this annoying treatment. Maybe, I was tired on the meds. I thought my dad didn't even care if things were neat and tidy for me and even was silly enough to think it was bad to make myself happy cuz he thinks I'm bad.
They were just mean to me again! They made the aura around my hands feel cross-eyed..
I see there is a point for me to post this. Quit being irrational. You were mean to me just because of me posting about Ellen and my problems! Now, the world will know!
I like this person a lot and find it done robotically and even just as a check or precaution without explanation that Bella Thorne takes away all my relationships. There were big things done.
They keep interjecting things that she says that are negative and selfishly picky, so it's probably not straight from her.
Also, it might be cuz my Gramma once acted like she said, "If it happens around something, why, then, it must be re-Lated," and that "if it happens when I've been thinking of a person (I like) that person must be a problem."
Things have been pretty good without all this.
My dad yesterday seemed to say, "I'm making so-and-so into soup and leave you in your crib. See? I did it." I don't want that feeling, neither, of being stuck with my dad, like that's my message in life. He might not think that at another time. If I'm c***, that's not my fault. I'm mad at my parents for that, my dad in this case. They can't stimulate others and keep me for themselves. I don't want him (like that.)
I will not take nor let you get away with stimulating her. I will not take that it's over cuza something I did. You don't lose people like that. I think it's my dad's fault now. My mom thinks if they said something they can't take it back.
Quit acting like me posting this is bad or you're my enemy. I was thinking of not, but the stimulating factor is too much. I felt like m********** while I was asleep and I feel the effects now.
You don't go and r*** someone just because they are a role model and you think they "need it," like if they're attractive. They might be somebody's mother! You don't just "press the button." No, you're not getting away with this. I don't know who did what, honestly, and I'm not threatening to hurt anyone, but justice must be served. I can't even reverse the process and don't know what to do. It's my skittish, drawling personality of a dad in action. I don't know how to deal with this. I figured I'd just not talk to others as much if possible. I really won't take this! What can I do? I started liking someone, and everyone is acting like the person is being stimulated just because I posted about my problems when I met them! I don't care! It's not funny!
Do you wanna talk this out? I won't accept it. This is absolutely ridiculous.
Also, why are you so attentive to Bella Thorne and being mean to me when I mention her or think about her? I didn't do anything bad like she did to me. Did you know that when I was sharing something with my dad he made a noise that knocked out a part of my brain forever, the front, and right after I said Bella Thorne was being shown affection being picked up? So, in the end, yes I am nice to Bella. Why do you keep pushing me about how I treat her, then?
They could give me messages all day, and I'll have to boomerang back to here.
Bottom line, you don't ruin my relationship with someone just because you see me post about my problems and maybe you think the relationship is too perfect.
I know, they'll get tired of keeping this up.
Now, I just have to worry about the new inappropriate messages. I was mainly backing up stuff I didn't write about when I tried to lay off it. I will not take this new way of acting about someone I like! It's not for you to monitor.
Also, I got upset the other night and now my eyes are seeing faintly in double some things sometimes. I think Bella Thorne did it posting 2 images of herself in one picture like a trick. Someone told her to do that to me. Why am I the bad guy?? I don't do anything. She did. It's nothing to go viral about, but you tell her to be mean to me and she decides to.
Now, nothing "wrong" about what I said. Most good people would agree or care about it. You're just making up stuff, like I'm bad if I informed of this. Lotta things happened, but this is bigger. They keep acting like someone I look up to is just stimulated into a stupor. Get it, now? Cuz I've had to say enough. It's time to get breakfast. I didn't do anything to deserve to be treated badly. It is important that I post about this. It's not really bad. It might not be to your liking cuz it's about what you do wrong to me, which you believe is right. Don't just get mad. If you wanna tell me it's bad, figure out a reason. I should post about problems, you think just not to do with you. I realize it's not perfect. I am an adult, and I write my own blog. It is not for you to edit and be bad about.
Did you know also I think my dad and Ellen and others may have made my left nostril have a whistling hole in it sometimes when I started singing lessons once?
So, another reason I posted about this again is because it damaged me. It's for me to write and you not to bug about the fact I wrote it. Maybe, there's a hint of an attitude but not especially. You can't go making up stuff, neither, about what I really did and then trying to bug me about it and get all mad. I'm sure you appreciate the news of "what's going on." I will continue to blog freely about my life. Maybe, this all doesn't matter, but maybe a little of it does, the stimulating part. I feel I didn't go about saying it in just the right way, tho. It will probably at 1st cause more stimulation, even. I dunno. A lot happens, and I say about it all.
I don't know about the fact that this person needs to be stimulated inappropriately and from some revoltingly, but I saw you change my life. What's with all the good people being stimulated inappropriately? The bad people are just losers. Now, we have no one to talk to cuz they've all been drawn in to be stimulated inappropriately like it's funny. I didn't say, "No, they can't be stimulated in any way," like a kid would say.
Also, quit acting like I'm bad.
I'm gonna go ahead and post this and hope nothing bad happens. I'm just reporting and solving, not trying to even insult the bad people..
About the stimulating, I think it's important cuz it's really happening. I am not inappropriate to deserve this annoying treatment. Maybe, I was tired on the meds. I thought my dad didn't even care if things were neat and tidy for me and even was silly enough to think it was bad to make myself happy cuz he thinks I'm bad.
They were just mean to me again! They made the aura around my hands feel cross-eyed..
I see there is a point for me to post this. Quit being irrational. You were mean to me just because of me posting about Ellen and my problems! Now, the world will know!
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Glamour Queen
It's not like, "Oh, Christina didn't even do this. So this person is yours!" What? Someone I like I can't like? Because of drama queenness? I'm #1 in the ways I'm #1. Others are #1 in their own ways. You know, I know you grew up laid back, cozy in your den, deep seated, but you can't go and ruin the world as is socially. "People who need people are the luckiest people in the world." Some people have created some sentiments and regiments, and they are not to be halted. We don't want a bland world.
What can I do?
To gain forgiveness for this accidental thought that happened too quickly? I was being stressed out. Someone/something just upset me. It was wrong. I've been very stressed out all the time for my interests recently. People are against me deserving to think about it.
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Something strange is my dad made a noise that seemed to knock out a front of my brain forever a few days ago.
Apology and Need 1 From You
I figured it was an accident or rash action sorta that I thought something that involved violence, just a tap into things, but I feel better now that I can do it in controlled quantities. I'm just frustrated about being in trouble for nothing. I do what I'm supposed to do. I'm not silly.
I found when I watched Dr. Phil, he sorta sits back and doesn't remind you of things that could keep you from being mad.
I found when I watched Dr. Phil, he sorta sits back and doesn't remind you of things that could keep you from being mad.
Unforgivable
You adults pampering young adults who flip off your affection and leaving me to suffer cuza my race, which isn't a problem for me.
"Playing It Cool"
It's not just oh I'm cool, I deserve to be with everyone. There's not just 2 of us in this kinda room.
People With Things Going for Them
It's funny how some people all have something going for them. Like, oh, I happen to live in Europe. I happen to already be a child actress.
I wake up or whatever, and what do I have, I have nothing. I've spent enough time both off and online. Still, no result.
I wake up or whatever, and what do I have, I have nothing. I've spent enough time both off and online. Still, no result.
Stealing
Someone showed me someone I like who I might have found anyway, anyway.. now, everyone wants to take them because I like them a lot. I probably like them cuz they're so good. These relationships are ravenous and real. I guess if you're on top you get treated like this? I feel I've been downgraded ..and get treated as badly still.
Without your crazy, careless contraptions
no one would give a crap about me. I would be well-off and I could meet people.
At least..
..I know I won't get arrested
Cursing on my blog, not using danger, cannot get me arrested.
Cursing on my blog, not using danger, cannot get me arrested.
What did it take to realize I was worth anything again?
tho I'm 1/2 Chinese
knowing about Anita Lehtola-Tollin who sang Ievan Polkka? because she's not really that famous yet like me?
knowing about Anita Lehtola-Tollin who sang Ievan Polkka? because she's not really that famous yet like me?
I'm sorry to say
but I do not like some parts of LA
I don't like the famous people who make home there. I think I got the message from Bella that there's nothing to do there.. and right now she's flown to NYC.
I don't like the famous people who make home there. I think I got the message from Bella that there's nothing to do there.. and right now she's flown to NYC.
Bella Thorne and Socializing
Bella Thorne accepts attention.
She was raised with hardcore family values.
She balances it out.
I don't always accept all the attention, but in a way I do. In personal situations I don't. I think that's becase Bella is Spanish and I'm French.
She was raised with hardcore family values.
She balances it out.
I don't always accept all the attention, but in a way I do. In personal situations I don't. I think that's becase Bella is Spanish and I'm French.
Not Totally Modern
I don't think Bella Thorne is as modern as I am.
That's it. She's authentic. She could be. :)
That's it. She's authentic. She could be. :)
Young people can be stress.
They command all the attention in the family, party, or the world.. to you, those around you, and those that exist in the world.
I just realized why Bella is not post-modern.. hehe!
Because she was born in 1997. Post-modern culture begins with the next generation, born around 2002. It seems to end around 2005-2007.
Quick Comparison: Me and Bella Thorne
I am more post-modern as a person because of where I'm from. I'd say Bella Thorne is more even-keel, into cool things and not like the world turned over. She probably feels more emotions and is more hands on.
Identity ("ID") - I've thought of this twice today.
You might say it's time to check out who people really are, as tho they could control their life at a very young age. No, you have 2 parents and school to do that. You might get more than you deserve and very possibly less.
You might say someone is loaded with gifts socially, but prejudices exist between generations who live in different places in the country and the world.. So, some people were set up to chase their life down the drain. There's no interesting question to wanna talk about.
You might say someone is loaded with gifts socially, but prejudices exist between generations who live in different places in the country and the world.. So, some people were set up to chase their life down the drain. There's no interesting question to wanna talk about.
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
Tacky People
I see you've fallen over yourself and made a big deal outta all this like it's just tacky.
What are you like?
Who really reminds you of you? Not, who do you wish you were that hangs out with you.
Brats
Kids who go out and act like they are punishing you by like saying "Oh, when you have your baby you will think of such and such or a kitty." Like, if you are thinking and you stumble on something upsetting. Or they'll suggest your dad is the next Johnny Depp in a weird way that makes it seem less special.
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
Ratting Me Out
I feel that if I am treated well I will be ratted out. No one cares if I'm dead or alive or ever had a life.
You think I wasn't perfect?
You think I'm not really well-intended? You may as well feed me "chopped liver?" That means I'm not perfect? If someone abducts me? If I'm poor? I mean, I know I'm not perfect in that way. I wasn't a cheerleader.
Maybe?
Maybe?
Weirdos Shmeirdos
I see you wanna take away what I have but not Bella.
This is too pathetic of a waste of 10 years of my life.
This is too pathetic of a waste of 10 years of my life.
Appalachia in the Appalachians!
I have relatives from the top, there!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Appalachia
I appreciate it very much.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Appalachia
I appreciate it very much.
Where I Stand
top = know
bottom = don't know
Finnish - Ieva's Polka
1st stanza
Yes, it's with pronunciation but not perfect. I memorized it at one point and should review.
nuapurista - neighbor
se - it
polokan - polka
tahti - music
jalakani - feet
aita - mother
tassinne - dance
vahti - watch
kutkutti - excite
silla - for
kuulu - hear
myo - that is also
ei - not
laitaan - side
vaan - but
meita - us
haittaa - harm
kun - when
kyllahan - sure
sen - its
silloin - then
kiellot - prohibitions
bottom = don't know
Finnish - Ieva's Polka
1st stanza
Yes, it's with pronunciation but not perfect. I memorized it at one point and should review.
nuapurista - neighbor
se - it
polokan - polka
tahti - music
jalakani - feet
aita - mother
tassinne - dance
vahti - watch
kutkutti - excite
silla - for
kuulu - hear
myo - that is also
ei - not
laitaan - side
vaan - but
meita - us
haittaa - harm
kun - when
kyllahan - sure
sen - its
silloin - then
kiellot - prohibitions
What I Hate About Social Networking
That someone can delete or refuse to post your post on the internet.
It might sound exciting when you're not the one who'll be deleted for you racial mix.
It might sound exciting when you're not the one who'll be deleted for you racial mix.
Not Afraid
No, I'm not afraid of other people knowing Ellen and I don't. What's she there for.. same with others!.. I realize I'm off TV for a moment. Felt a bit zonked and dazed off. I want to watch Cutthroat Kitchen. It sparked up some ideas about eating right..
I always can know people in general later. It's not like they'll get ruined, but that's what r*** is like.
I always can know people in general later. It's not like they'll get ruined, but that's what r*** is like.
How's It Feel?
Does watching Ellen make you feel like she took you to work in her briefcase?
I'm not watching cuz I'm so fed up by the people who are famous on her show. It's like, I already know that. I'm from Florida and I live there now.. and I lived where Ellen lived in between.
I'm not watching cuz I'm so fed up by the people who are famous on her show. It's like, I already know that. I'm from Florida and I live there now.. and I lived where Ellen lived in between.
Making a Point
I learned that Latin Americans, tho not white they suggest, make a point. However, the French, tho they think like the Spanish, come close to a point but never make one. I noticed that Ellen DeGeneres, not only gay, must be a real schizophrenic like they have been saying I am.
My Psychiatrist's Recommendation
My psychiatrist recommended I stay off things like Facebook and Twitter. I forgot to tell him what just went down on IMDb. It's on my Problems blog.
I said there was Facebook drama of hidden messages, suggestions.. full of nothing but introverted connotations.
I said on Twitter I follow famous people an that when I try to add and talk to people from up north they disappeared and I found myself banned after Tweeting them nice, interesting things..
He said about stress of being online.. like it gets to you, what you'd expect and know. He seemed like he could not help.
Also, he got is cat in a cupboard on Ellen's website!
He seems to think I'm doing well but wants me on medicine still, not ready to change but at least suggested it.
I said there was Facebook drama of hidden messages, suggestions.. full of nothing but introverted connotations.
I said on Twitter I follow famous people an that when I try to add and talk to people from up north they disappeared and I found myself banned after Tweeting them nice, interesting things..
He said about stress of being online.. like it gets to you, what you'd expect and know. He seemed like he could not help.
Also, he got is cat in a cupboard on Ellen's website!
He seems to think I'm doing well but wants me on medicine still, not ready to change but at least suggested it.
Sunday, March 22, 2015
Story
My duties as a mother should to tell a story before bedtime.
There is a girl named Bella Thorne.
There are other girls who are her friends and they frolick in the world. Chloe Grace Moretz and Lindsey Stirling are 2. They are both equally sweet girls. Bella is the baby at age 16, and the other 2 are 19. There is an older girl they like named Christina.. she is 30.
Bella, such a sweet girl, loved the mommies and daddies. They lived in a house. It was flocked with adult women who were of class. They lived and studied in the world. There were witches and things. The women were their mommies, and they were their daughters. Christina was still a child, too, something of a teenager with growing moods. She sat by the water and looked down upon it. It was dreary and moody. It enveloped her. Bella came to her and she took her to her lap for she loved her so much. They trotted back home, comfortably together. Chloe and Lindsey were there to break a party. Christina managed to hug them both. They ran up the stairs. The mommy that was mostly attached to Bella was named Dierdra Sal. She lifted up her baby Bella for she loved her lots. Bella liked it.. now, there was a fact of the matter another girl who was 17 who brought drama into their lives. She took after Christina. Her name was Tammy. Dierdra lifted her. Now, Christina knew she liked to be stimulated. Not one ounce in her mind would she ever want that to happen to her. It's not that she wanted to eradicate the process..
They were going on a crusade/sojourn. Christina worked hard. She kept the family together, lotta people, like a police. She just was able to be like an adult, as tho she were 60. They made camp. There was fire surrounded all over them. It was protection. Tammy shrieked in the night and Christina embraced her wholeheartedly. She saw what it was, a huge white wolf. She stood in horror, as people woke up and she jumped over the fire and led the wolf to the water, jumped out and scared him causing it fatigue with a big stick to stay in the water.
They finally reached the carnival. Christina went down the tunnel of love alone. It was ginormous. Lotta drama.. Anyway, what's important?? They went back home. Another adventure followed. Christina was still young and chipper, not really fully grown even. She sat with the younger and older girls on the bank as they waited for the boat to come. Anyway, it was very dark. Some of the women were tending to the children. Dierdra came to Christina. She was 40 and 5'6". Christina was taller than the younger girls at 5'3". She put her arm around Christina to ask why she was so moody and to say how impressed she was at her young feat with the wolf which worried her. She sorta hugged her and in the end cuz she was so forlorn to be like the other girls like Bella she pulled her to her lap and got up and lifted her to comfort her moods.
Finally, the boat came. Bella came along with Christina who shone, and they held hands together. Chloe and Lindsey came along and Christina said to run off with them. She wore a yellow dress that flapped in the breeze. She had panties under it and it was to her feet. The younger girls were in shorter dresses. Most of the other girls were a bit mellow and confused. They tried to figure out and manipulate who they were. Some mothers came to some girls who were like 7 and nursed them and they became happy again. Christina was able to nurse as well. The boys were being simply weird exploring things. Oh well, gotta give them credit, too.. ;)
Christina found someone very young, a beautiful baby but not like a bald infantile thing. I guess she was just like a baby for some reason. Christina picked her up and it was fine. The baby was so happy. She would grow a little. People tended not to outgrow others.
The ship got dark again. It was mostly the girls this time that were finding stimulating things to do that made them go cross-eyed and get all giggly.. Christina thought it was great fun the girls were having. She participated in this, too. They would get very close. Christina was older so she mostly was watching from afar. She served the girl chilled fruit meat lemonade pops..
Finally, they fell asleep. Christina got up and would listen to the creaking noises present. She looked and saw a ghost flying towards her. She ran. No one was awake but her. She fell asleep locked in the bathroom.
The End!
There is a girl named Bella Thorne.
There are other girls who are her friends and they frolick in the world. Chloe Grace Moretz and Lindsey Stirling are 2. They are both equally sweet girls. Bella is the baby at age 16, and the other 2 are 19. There is an older girl they like named Christina.. she is 30.
Bella, such a sweet girl, loved the mommies and daddies. They lived in a house. It was flocked with adult women who were of class. They lived and studied in the world. There were witches and things. The women were their mommies, and they were their daughters. Christina was still a child, too, something of a teenager with growing moods. She sat by the water and looked down upon it. It was dreary and moody. It enveloped her. Bella came to her and she took her to her lap for she loved her so much. They trotted back home, comfortably together. Chloe and Lindsey were there to break a party. Christina managed to hug them both. They ran up the stairs. The mommy that was mostly attached to Bella was named Dierdra Sal. She lifted up her baby Bella for she loved her lots. Bella liked it.. now, there was a fact of the matter another girl who was 17 who brought drama into their lives. She took after Christina. Her name was Tammy. Dierdra lifted her. Now, Christina knew she liked to be stimulated. Not one ounce in her mind would she ever want that to happen to her. It's not that she wanted to eradicate the process..
They were going on a crusade/sojourn. Christina worked hard. She kept the family together, lotta people, like a police. She just was able to be like an adult, as tho she were 60. They made camp. There was fire surrounded all over them. It was protection. Tammy shrieked in the night and Christina embraced her wholeheartedly. She saw what it was, a huge white wolf. She stood in horror, as people woke up and she jumped over the fire and led the wolf to the water, jumped out and scared him causing it fatigue with a big stick to stay in the water.
They finally reached the carnival. Christina went down the tunnel of love alone. It was ginormous. Lotta drama.. Anyway, what's important?? They went back home. Another adventure followed. Christina was still young and chipper, not really fully grown even. She sat with the younger and older girls on the bank as they waited for the boat to come. Anyway, it was very dark. Some of the women were tending to the children. Dierdra came to Christina. She was 40 and 5'6". Christina was taller than the younger girls at 5'3". She put her arm around Christina to ask why she was so moody and to say how impressed she was at her young feat with the wolf which worried her. She sorta hugged her and in the end cuz she was so forlorn to be like the other girls like Bella she pulled her to her lap and got up and lifted her to comfort her moods.
Finally, the boat came. Bella came along with Christina who shone, and they held hands together. Chloe and Lindsey came along and Christina said to run off with them. She wore a yellow dress that flapped in the breeze. She had panties under it and it was to her feet. The younger girls were in shorter dresses. Most of the other girls were a bit mellow and confused. They tried to figure out and manipulate who they were. Some mothers came to some girls who were like 7 and nursed them and they became happy again. Christina was able to nurse as well. The boys were being simply weird exploring things. Oh well, gotta give them credit, too.. ;)
Christina found someone very young, a beautiful baby but not like a bald infantile thing. I guess she was just like a baby for some reason. Christina picked her up and it was fine. The baby was so happy. She would grow a little. People tended not to outgrow others.
The ship got dark again. It was mostly the girls this time that were finding stimulating things to do that made them go cross-eyed and get all giggly.. Christina thought it was great fun the girls were having. She participated in this, too. They would get very close. Christina was older so she mostly was watching from afar. She served the girl chilled fruit meat lemonade pops..
Finally, they fell asleep. Christina got up and would listen to the creaking noises present. She looked and saw a ghost flying towards her. She ran. No one was awake but her. She fell asleep locked in the bathroom.
The End!
If I Could Redo High School
Year 1
1 - English II - Gifted
2 - Geometry - Gifted
3 - Biology I - Honors
4 - Career Orientation / Civics
5 - JROTC I
6 - Talented Theater
7 - Talented Music
Year 2
1 - English III - APG
2 - Algebra II - Gifted
3 - Biology II
4 - World History - Honors?
5 - JROTC II
6 - Talented Theater
7 - Talented Music
Year 3
1 - Engish IV - APG
2 - American History - APG
3 - JROTC III
4 - Health / Free Enterprise
5 - Talented Theater
6 - Talented Music
7 -
1 - English II - Gifted
2 - Geometry - Gifted
3 - Biology I - Honors
4 - Career Orientation / Civics
5 - JROTC I
6 - Talented Theater
7 - Talented Music
Year 2
1 - English III - APG
2 - Algebra II - Gifted
3 - Biology II
4 - World History - Honors?
5 - JROTC II
6 - Talented Theater
7 - Talented Music
Year 3
1 - Engish IV - APG
2 - American History - APG
3 - JROTC III
4 - Health / Free Enterprise
5 - Talented Theater
6 - Talented Music
7 -
Saturday, March 21, 2015
What I Do For Bella
I take into consideration if my pleasure causes you harm. I'm like, "Okay. I'm dealing with it."
Mistakes of a Different Kind
Everyone is so bossy and snide.
People tell me I am perfect. Now, they all turned around and thought something different. That I was too ugly and not in 1st rate, like my health and looks and appearance. You know, that was once popular and is among old older people. How can you hold anything against me? It's not related to some things but the topic in and of itself.
Rebels. A lotta young adults today are rebellious, ones in their later 30s and early 40s.
People tell me I am perfect. Now, they all turned around and thought something different. That I was too ugly and not in 1st rate, like my health and looks and appearance. You know, that was once popular and is among old older people. How can you hold anything against me? It's not related to some things but the topic in and of itself.
Rebels. A lotta young adults today are rebellious, ones in their later 30s and early 40s.
Determining Fate
It is not for us to determine our fate.
For some, it seems it was always too late.
For me, things were once great.
Now things can't seem to reach 1st rate.
Determining what you recreate.
For some, it seems it was always too late.
For me, things were once great.
Now things can't seem to reach 1st rate.
Determining what you recreate.
"Money can't buy everything."
Neither can being skinny or fat or blonde.
Money can't buy everything.
Money can't make you a king.
Money may not bring success.
Money can't buy happiness.
But of one thing I am sure.
Money cannot make you poor.
Money cannot make you sad.
Money can't be all that bad.
(Alfred's Piano Library - Late Beginner)
Money can't buy everything.
Money can't make you a king.
Money may not bring success.
Money can't buy happiness.
But of one thing I am sure.
Money cannot make you poor.
Money cannot make you sad.
Money can't be all that bad.
(Alfred's Piano Library - Late Beginner)
Dr. Phil - Facebook
They've been that way since the world was changing and things that happened since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Dream
There were like these wall petitions. Ellen in some form had me categorized as a child and I ended up in the regular thing. She was like, "What, what do you wanna say?" nicely. I think she was hiding she was evil in some way. She was mad about where we stood near "the bomb." I jumped down as it blew up. There was a frog with teeth and no Ellen there for then and we asked him to explain the bomb, "the topic which he was good at." It was to like cover the earth, like a Middle Easterner woman thought why not, like my thinking that it wasn't worth it in the world not to have/be someone and just in general, like how people find themselves. I think the people were from the IMDb Soapbox.
Friday, March 20, 2015
With this redhead, you can see she's telling us to back off and she gets the sex.
Guess what?!?! THE DUFF WILL BE RELEASED IN UK CINEMAS ON MONDAY 6TH APRIL pic.twitter.com/XNyM43g7JX
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) March 20, 2015 You can't go stripping everyone barren. I realize it doesn't work that way. You can spend loads of time with someone and they'll still be fruitious and someone awakened and conscious.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
What if it's abusive to leave a child alone or threaten perfectly nice people?
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She has her ducks in a row.
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She has her ducks in a row.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
This is murder prevention before your eyes and 1 more crazy family.
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It's a good thing he saught help.
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It's a good thing he saught help.
Not Sure What to Do
Dr. Phil is reruns. I liked seeing Madonna on Madonna week on Ellen. I feel like I wanna go to bed or watch something more relaxing.
Thursday, March 19, 2015
Trusting in Others
What do you think of someone when they totally fall into submission to others, like that's the only way to go, the only thing they built themselves for? Isn't there a fine line? I mean, why trust everyone completely?
Racism
Tim Burton only likes Helena Bonham Carter and Bella Thorne cuz they're not Chinese.
It's racist to them. I wish I knew more about them racially. So what if it's hot? Middle Easterners are hot. No problems, but still, I noticed..
It's racist to them. I wish I knew more about them racially. So what if it's hot? Middle Easterners are hot. No problems, but still, I noticed..
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
Suden Aika with Anita-Lehtola Tolin
They are from East Finland
http://kaustinen.net/?p=7290
March 18, 2015
WEDNESDAY 8th July Little Folk Song: Paleface, Johanna Försti, Topi Saha, Timo Rautiainen ja Aili Järvelä, Rimpparemmi Dance Theatre: Mä ja Niko, Floating Sofa Quartet (FI/SE/DK), Windalan pelimannit, MANdolinMan (BE), Suden aika, Maarit Nikula Tribute concert, Nikulan pelimannit, Hääkuoro, Vanhanpiian Pojat, Lilla Spelmanstämman, Rentukat, Simunan sakki, Jannen ja Ainon balladi, J-P Piirainen – Nordic Guitar Music, Antti Paalanen, Timo Alakotila ja Senni Valtonen, Singing workshop by Pia Rask.
http://kaustinen.net/?p=7290
March 18, 2015
WEDNESDAY 8th July Little Folk Song: Paleface, Johanna Försti, Topi Saha, Timo Rautiainen ja Aili Järvelä, Rimpparemmi Dance Theatre: Mä ja Niko, Floating Sofa Quartet (FI/SE/DK), Windalan pelimannit, MANdolinMan (BE), Suden aika, Maarit Nikula Tribute concert, Nikulan pelimannit, Hääkuoro, Vanhanpiian Pojat, Lilla Spelmanstämman, Rentukat, Simunan sakki, Jannen ja Ainon balladi, J-P Piirainen – Nordic Guitar Music, Antti Paalanen, Timo Alakotila ja Senni Valtonen, Singing workshop by Pia Rask.
Dream
There may have been a presence of someone I like or who is very attractive. I was waitig, we got to the end. I went back and got my wallet. I wanted baked goods, a little cupcake with a figure in frosting. We almost got home, where I'd take a picture. Some was missing. They had offered me more as carrot cake on sale. We were in line. I had done something. My brother threatened me and then gave me a little plastic bag of pistol things, more like old round metal things, like the little pellet aliens put in people. The wedding procession practice began. I was supposed to sing. I said I wanted to sing "Maria" from "The Sound of Music" in the end. My mom, younger aunt, older aunt's husband, and dad were in this. My mom was walking around awhile before. My younger aunt was walking around too, enveloped in fashion opportunities. My mom's hair was down with a crown, or band. My older aunt's husband was next to me in line. My dad gave a cackle action about me singing at the wedding. It was more dark or in feeling.
Dream
I was on the floor of like a gymn, an open area where you can do classes, probably dark gray carpeted like floor. There were others. I supposedly won the right to be President, just needed results. I remember a female touching me or like they did. It reminded me of someone else or like the ghost of Ellen. She came back with the results. I was something else. I iiked it. A tall, tan, ethnic boy with a long sharp pointed nose, like Bella Thorne was President and treated me like a baby. I was in a movie and someone was to put a shot in me, thin light needle, and I kept wanting to ask the boy questions. I was sorta hiding from the female. Like, playing coy and upset but I wasn't. I woke up feeling totally touched in a mysterious way by the female presence.
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