I don't have exactly what I want and don't want to be a copy of my family. I feel like I'm going thru a process of change, similar to others.
I don't share the same values as my family. I feel people only want to see me as my family in a negative light. I must be stuck with some of that, on top of the benefits I've enjoyed growing up. I feel I've been trapped in more mature age to do things that babies do.
I feel empty like I can't do anything, can't change, can't move around, can't be attractive. I just get seen as something else and knocked around til death.
If the problem is my parents aren't what they wanna be like, how they act and dress, I understand. If they don't do it, that's not my fault. I've hit the ground running. I have needs and responsibilities in my generation.
For a fact, I want you to know a secret. The youngest girl in The Brady Bunch only was able to act about skin deep. She easily digressed into something else or someone else. Now, she's from LA.