Saturday, December 20, 2014

I'm not here

to juggle the mention of a person with no meaning.

And to think the person gets attention over me from people who were special to me.  Over?  And just to annoy me?  What is it, now?  Always having a blast.  Literally.  Why should I listen to anyone??

I look back at what I said and don't know right now what to say.  I don't want this person stealing my relationships.  Why do they think they got all the people to meet me?  Don't I have something?  People are following one another like cats in fear of those in charge.  I make my stand that I do not agree in the things they do.  Come and get me 1st.

I didn't wanna write all this..  I forget.

I don't even know why we came, for our own good.

I'm not giving up nothing.  For thinking what I could muster stupidly tho and for talking it out.  I was shocked at the reaction I got.  So, I went thru and took back what I said.  Can I have any relationship in the world of success?  This is pathetic, what for?  See, you just trashed my life, like nothing could ever be important.  I am not putting up with this shit!  You cannot even blame my dad.  What is the shit?  That nothing is important just for me with people I like.  You think that's the story of your life.  You're teasing me again, like a luny.  I can't trust in anyone.

I haven't said anything I actually shouldn't.  I'm gonna go ahead and post this.

They are playing games.  I wanted to ignore some things about this person.  They make me sad cuz they don't have to pay and just want to suck my blood.  What should I do?

What is it, really?  That I am confused as to who someone is all talking to.  This isn't a team to shame me.  I done nothing.  I know it is not a game and humiliating "fake" punishment.

Also, I heard someone was hurt for being nice to me.  That happened to someone I saw, too.  This is not a game, your "fake" punishment.  They are trying to knock out possible future kids, like they just press a button!  I will not listen to you.  This is dangerous.  You don't care about me.