I'm trying to sleep, and my mom comes in to ask about tomorrow cuz I didn't see her cuz she was with my dad. Make a long story short I know she pleasures in me being in trouble, and they put a person up for my birthday, when it wasn't the place. I writhed a lot about it and need help cuz I have bad karma. Anyway, I am depressed. I don't like how I'm just with grumpy Dad it feels when I only come out to eat and when I need to. What happened to when I was with lots of people?