You are trying to make me feel like I did something bad. If I ever feel loved/liked, I won't really feel it. It's like a big joke. I have to talk to the underdogs and outcasts. Not really being alone doesn't always help. I feel bombarded with hatred from liars and scapegoats. It's like something you can't take but can learn to ignore and forget. It represents a place in your life you once had you can't go.
I have a real life, and it's not about being "experimented" on. I don't deserve to be imprisoned. Anyone could lash out for being treated badly all of a sudden.