Bye!

So, I hope everything is okay.  I am tired.  I hope I don't have to be punished, and I am 28 and I know they are doing it for no reason, even if nothing had happened.  What do you think about what they did?  I had nowhere to turn.  I should have thought thru.  I hit a road block.  I got worried.  I had eaten and was about to sleep, but my mom just came in to talk about tomorrow, like we were supposed to.  I don't really see it as losing a person each time something happens or if something physical does come up, again  I see it as a shadow hanging over me.  I wonder if I lost something for being frantic.  I think I already lost things, too, it seems now.  It felt better before.  My life is trapped and confined to certain things.