How can Ellen claim to have been nice to me? I think that was some thing she can't claim. She is partly very mean, and I don't want to get her to show off that. I did want to follow her, and I knew it wouldn't be it for me because of Tim Burton and what he done. She already is intimidated by my dad. She's made to be that way. It's no use. Ellen, I give up. How can any person in this world be a #1
for me. Etc. I need some thing in this world I can trust, and it's not who it used to be but probably has to be a thing, like for some it's the beach.