I know that people 5-10 years older than me are just finding some excuse to be mean to me cuz they know I'm ½ Chinese. People like this fix it up like a game, like me being bad will make others feel less stressed.. really, lots of people used this tactic. You sense it in the air. Some people know if I was mean it would hurt them, their feelings. So, they get too picky and I mean I know they mess up. That is considered gay.