Maybe, Ellen is above me. Maybe, those teens are above me.. Why would Ellen chose all those people who aren't better than me. I know for a fact it's my race that makes me not great. My life seems calculated, but I'm a normal person and I fit in. Who cares if I don't have a mom to pity though she's Chinese. Ya'll think these "lies" are a dream for me. Don't worry @ my parents, I am that I am.