I watched 1 episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." My head is so like tight like a hot air balloon. I want to watch another episode, but I feel like black people, from in the show and like that she sees, are watching me, so it hurt me. So, I am taking a break, have to wake up this evening. If I don't go out, bad things always happen, and I feel bad each time I just don't go out. I should practice more theater, see if I have theater homework, do my P.E. homework by Sunday or possibly Monday morning. I won't spend much time on it, she didn't say it was a big thing, 3 questions, might take some looking up, you know, who knows. I have to go to the bathroom, but my head is so cold. You know, it's still like freezing here. We had a slow start to the winter, barely needed any protection. Also, I didn't go to the bathroom at the mall, usually had been going every hour or like 2 times there when I go, walking around, sometimes like 3 times from like before 6 - 9. So, yea, I'll watch her show. I want to like process it and write about it on my blog. It's just I just use it to enjoy myself and acclimate myself to her. I don't feel like getting up for the bathroom, don't think I really have to go, my parents are sleeping. Anyway, I liked the girl my age. She is like a couple weeks older, from Eastern Canada. She had reddish hair, from up north. I guess you would have to accept my mom is from a hot climate, and my dad is from a climate that gets snow in the winter. Um, I guess it's not as cold as like, what Washington state, Wisconsin supposedly at least a long time ago without the technology, and maybe other places on earth. It does get cold I know in Northeastern Florida. It doesn't seem to last that long. I mean, it does, but like the more exciting, biting cold doesn't. You can imagine it, it's not like thin and watery, it's like bouncy and jittery. New Orleans is more about the wind and fog and humidity. I just remember that it was colder in New Orleans but not as biting, well the area. I don't really even know why now. I'm just kinda comfortable here in Disney, care about the people, don't seem to get them, but I mean when you see them you see that they take into account important things, like they know about people from here from 1900. I mean, Florida is nice, and Disney is like NYC. I just feel that people in places like the Miami area are reptitive. Maybe, they need to like network. It's just something that like stands in the way, I mean I just think it's something I already know, I'm from there so don't kill me. Anyway, I mean, yea I'm like a white person but not technically all related blood European. There's no problem. My family is from Indonesia, not China. So, think of me as like the best of both, really it. I just have no like prejudice like oh I'm from the South. I mean, Indonesia is probably the best, but I'm not telling you I'm not interested in you because I really really am so very interested. Don't tell me I don't know what I'm thinking all the time. Pennsylvania is 2 things, it's like smart and sorta moral about U.S. culture but don't know about how cold it is to anyone, I mean think about it, it isn't by the ocean. It really is just the postcard city, very real, but I mean you look at it and it seems to turn into like a wax paper of grease, unfortunately.