I remember seeing my old psychiatrist, wondering why he was Spanish, forgot he was, shorter, bald top, more thin but sagging weight, knew he had an accent, seemed more Italian than other things I thought at random. I came up to a machine where I could slit in coins, or other things I don't remember, and a machine with candy, my dad put in 81¢. I wanted to get some seafood platter, but I couldn't. There was a little fat boy on the other side eating it. There was 1 with swirly seafood, like a pointy seashell. I ended up getting a candy bar, and I got like a quarter, a dime, and other things back. It was a specific thing, think it was peanuty but didn't seem full of nuts.The next dream, I kept wanting to **********. So, I remember being with my mom and brother, and there was some sorta holistic somewhat sadistic cartoon on a television perched up somewhere. I went into the little bathroom, without bringing my shower stuff, just waking up, and I turned on the baths, 1 of them stopped short after pouring a burst of water. The other would fill up and seemed almost like it was full of pee. I went to *********, but it ended like a sorta art|ballet image, nostalgic.. Then, I was in bed, and I wanted to be hugged like in a picture of a girl with nearly white hair on the lap of a lady with light brown hair.. It seemed so important. So, I was in bed like a feline or a rodent. I really did this in bed, too, but couldn't do it and refused to flip around. I imagined I was in a womb kinda, in my bed, and little sorta clinically off feeling would emit to the womb from me. So, I just sat there. I guess, oh yes, I was facing up like a cute crustateon. My mom I felt, with her broomstick hair.. came and hugged my like she was a rolly polly Olly. She did it twice. It gave me some sensation. She said my ideas were grotesque and stimulated my ******* but you know like I don't get stimulated there so much. 1 of the things there is purple and stretched out and doesn't seem to feel, and I remember it used to feel. Anyone else have this problem? She thought that was something. You know, I've never really felt like the way you'd imagine would blast in. I thought I had to suffer for being ½ Chinese, and people make fun of my nice dad. Just that he's not nicer than me, so, I mean doi.