So, Britney Spears is a good singer. The only thing I would have is maybe more gymnastics because it sounds like she started possibly at 3 but maybe didn't get on the team until later? I don't know about that.. She was very active, like me, as a kid, though, just probably used her voice more.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Relations
So, why do girls have ****** relations with their dads? Like gaping over their slanted nails?
Shower-Bath
Then, I have to iron, pack my cucumber and lettuce, nuts, ... cracker-bread, the sausage.. water.. hm, supplies, come dressed and ready, do homework, go print it out, paint my nails, iron my pants and shirt... go to bed. So, I'll be in bed and sleep for what 2 hours and then get to school and go to class, probably come home and go for a jog and maybe probably get something at a gas station. Oh yea, my mom is thinking I'll use my money for classes but no it's for food and my dad will help me get clothes and the monthly supplies ... shampoo, soap, toilet drops... makeup.?
Helping the U.S.[A.]
What if Ellen DeGeneres forgot about helping the world? You know, not L.A., not "native Floridians?"
So Uncool So Uncool So Uncool
Why would Ellen DeGeneres get a queasy feeling for feeling cooler than me because she's an adult?
Gay Jew
Is Ellen DeGeneres a gay Jew who thinks morals follow you around? I'm not gonna be told I did all this shit knowingly. That's not some thing.
Confident Classical Techy Stuff
A Clockwork Orange is nice, sounds really confident, the classical stuff, like new techy stuff.
Funky Monkey
Why did the Southeast of the U.S., Georgia and Florida, get so funky? ':S What was I? Hm..
What People Do and Don't Do
My old organ teacher didn't act important but is old-fashioned European in church music. Do you know anything about "what" I don't do?
Hey, what's so good about ************? Doesn't that just ruin you? You don't need it to look up to people for saying they love you for rules. You know, you can't sit there and fuss f*** about shit. That's bullshit. I'm allowed to say this because I'm good. Bad people don't need special rules. I don't give a f*** about people from the country in Pennsylvania, they're niggers.
What the fuck? Why should we let all these people born in 1958 be famous and giving if they just want to f*** in the end? No one has to kill themselves. You can't say that the f*** you did was right before and that you have to follow it. I don't play around with things like this. It's some thing that you're not supposed to want to do.
Hey, what's so good about ************? Doesn't that just ruin you? You don't need it to look up to people for saying they love you for rules. You know, you can't sit there and fuss f*** about shit. That's bullshit. I'm allowed to say this because I'm good. Bad people don't need special rules. I don't give a f*** about people from the country in Pennsylvania, they're niggers.
What the fuck? Why should we let all these people born in 1958 be famous and giving if they just want to f*** in the end? No one has to kill themselves. You can't say that the f*** you did was right before and that you have to follow it. I don't play around with things like this. It's some thing that you're not supposed to want to do.
What's Up
I guess I should go take my shower-bath, but it's making me drowsy at the core but sorta awake on the outside.
I don't know if I should do gymnastics, ballet. I just wanted to take classes from this teacher, want something to do in the summer, maybe serve some tennis balls or join a club and take lessons? How do you practice? I never knew of getting a machine to serve balls. Hm, don't you need an opponent to serve it in tricky spaces? You can get a bucket of balls, drop a ball, and hit it, or there's the serve that you throw up in the air and the teacher when you take class positions you to hit the ball. I wish I practiced, did tennis with my brother, a friend, and my mom. Usually, just my brother, but at 1st not. I started in a group class for kids, and I think my brother was 1 of the youngest if not the youngest but really unsure. I wanted to do that in the summer.
I just watched me singing "Table of Plenty." If you take away the hub of ****** gravitation, you remove the focal point, some thing that said some thing that wasn't there. If I went back to Saint Augustine, what would be there? The organ, the audience, the priest, the church and environment, the visitors.. :S I mean, I think things there are just different. Maybe, nothing was there to be offered, it's a world interest. It's like Mardi Gras and Disney, the whole wo'ld comes. Except, France literally has their own?
Hm, Saint Augustine is lots like New Orleans, so I'm like family, just worried what my close friends don't have.
I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and my friend did tennis before I did and was all in the program. I was saving myself for other things but followed my brother. I wanted to think about softball, though, so. I don't even know about tennis, I just ended up there. My family did it with me and my brother, but I was tired, and then he took lessons. She did it with another friend, and they were making a big whoop about hitting the ball over the wire, and my tennis teacher in Slidell made us do it to duds or something. I don't know what I did in the lessons, but I do believe I ended up flipping my racket since I did baton. I think it was a big fetish. That's supposedly my greatest achievement, if not art.. or starting gymnastics at 1¾ because at the time I mean I ended up being so enthusiastic. I don't know why kids like to look like when they were 2. I mean, after that, I pretty much grew up? I don't know what is so funny about tennis, but I mean it always was funny to me, too. I'm sure my friend helped. She has white hair and was very short and she had to sit in the shade, is from the Northeast. That's the hottest I've ever been miserably other than racially. The funny thing was when I mused on the angle of the racket and the motion, the muscle, the pow'r, hitting the ball. It was just some thing, like about practicing. In the Catholic school, when I was allowed to attend soccer practice as a new student, I don't know if I was made fun of, but I did soccer camp and basketball at a Baptist school. I was always a good runner. I did cross country, had it in high school, heard it and went, thought it was trekking through the woods like a lot of people would wonder. I did badminton up north but grew to dislike it but had some fun at home, did a lot of ping pong at 1 point with the boys and a friend at home, the 1 from tennis. I think I was good at tennis, usually the best, taught some people and got a really big girl on the team but didn't go, myself, taught older people. I took lessons with the friend when I went back, but I don't remember how it was. I just know it's the 1st time my nose bled. It wasn't shooting out, but I mean it wasn't like lite lite. It might have even been a private lesson with an attractive lady who really liked my prowess.. The tennis teacher in Slidell's wife I did modeling with and he said I had such good legs like everyone there did.
You know, maybe it's good to connect with where your ancestors are from, but mine are scattered around Pennsylvania and 1 in NY state, not really sure where, could have looked it up. I have an ancestor from Ireland in the very late 1800s, I think, on my dad's dad's side, not sure his mom nor dad, probably mom. It must be hard to connect with the more American side. It's sweet seeing the girls loving their moms here. They just gravitate away from me, but they like others, people in Germany.
Oh, yes, I must have bounced the tennis racket on the court. No one has ever said they did private tennis lessons, like me, done tennis somewhat regularly since a preteen. So, this was before Titanic. Hm. The end of the world. I've probably thrown it on the ground but wouldn't want to ruin the court. I'm sure I've dropped it, and it's not good. I've never worn a tennis skirt, not really sure what I wore. Maybe, my worst thing was the backhand.. Not a very filled in person. Volleys are easy for some odd reason. Maybe, volleyball is associated with sand. My 2 music teachers from Saint Augustine, well just had 1, do tennis, not sure if the pianist or singer|guitarist is better.. The pianist is a teacher of piano all afternoon.. Speaking of things like, r, keychains, what happened to all the goods from Titanic? I think it's because I moved. It was like what was there for me. Maybe, I didn't feel like going online, anymore. I wonder if I should have gone online and posted that boy. He wouldn't post himself. Where would I go post it? Isn't it private, so the world would find out? Also, what about me? In Slidell, I did not look cool since as I left I guess the tennis made me gain weight. We stopped walking around. I was allowed to walk on my own, but I didn't go far, just around the corner to the old bookstore.. I remember this book with my mom of a mama cat carrying a baby. It wasn't there, later. I wanted to look at it.. There was a 3D theater by our house new. It was like going through time with like bookcases and fancy, complicated stuff, maybe reminicsent of video games of the time on the computer.. The games that came with the computer partly were landing a ship, but I could not figure it out, also could never figure out instructions on knitting nor crocheting. I tried.. So, then the other was this really gooey blood that stuck out and went like *squish*. It was so nostalgic online, well not online, a game. I was horrified, though, just liked the blood, but it was -so- sad? I know, though, that things ended. I think it's supposed to happen, but it already did. Since the girl from Hollywood moved there, people started taking to the beach background, which entails the modern culture in a kit for those deserving. So, things became so nostalgic. She was young, born in September. Her hair was all white, and she was physical. How is she not like Ellen DeGeneres? Um, well, she's not really an adult. I guess I'm not someone who is gonna say I'm gonna do shit for young people. I also get a feeling of the U.K., England etc., when I think of that. About like the pale blue wallets, the greenish blue bedding {;. I got lilac, and I regretted it my whole life. Some ways, no. I just didn't want to be the brand. It warbled. I grew tired of that bedding. I didn't have it when I moved maybe but think I did yea. I've never seen that color again later.
I don't know if I should do gymnastics, ballet. I just wanted to take classes from this teacher, want something to do in the summer, maybe serve some tennis balls or join a club and take lessons? How do you practice? I never knew of getting a machine to serve balls. Hm, don't you need an opponent to serve it in tricky spaces? You can get a bucket of balls, drop a ball, and hit it, or there's the serve that you throw up in the air and the teacher when you take class positions you to hit the ball. I wish I practiced, did tennis with my brother, a friend, and my mom. Usually, just my brother, but at 1st not. I started in a group class for kids, and I think my brother was 1 of the youngest if not the youngest but really unsure. I wanted to do that in the summer.
I just watched me singing "Table of Plenty." If you take away the hub of ****** gravitation, you remove the focal point, some thing that said some thing that wasn't there. If I went back to Saint Augustine, what would be there? The organ, the audience, the priest, the church and environment, the visitors.. :S I mean, I think things there are just different. Maybe, nothing was there to be offered, it's a world interest. It's like Mardi Gras and Disney, the whole wo'ld comes. Except, France literally has their own?
Hm, Saint Augustine is lots like New Orleans, so I'm like family, just worried what my close friends don't have.
I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and my friend did tennis before I did and was all in the program. I was saving myself for other things but followed my brother. I wanted to think about softball, though, so. I don't even know about tennis, I just ended up there. My family did it with me and my brother, but I was tired, and then he took lessons. She did it with another friend, and they were making a big whoop about hitting the ball over the wire, and my tennis teacher in Slidell made us do it to duds or something. I don't know what I did in the lessons, but I do believe I ended up flipping my racket since I did baton. I think it was a big fetish. That's supposedly my greatest achievement, if not art.. or starting gymnastics at 1¾ because at the time I mean I ended up being so enthusiastic. I don't know why kids like to look like when they were 2. I mean, after that, I pretty much grew up? I don't know what is so funny about tennis, but I mean it always was funny to me, too. I'm sure my friend helped. She has white hair and was very short and she had to sit in the shade, is from the Northeast. That's the hottest I've ever been miserably other than racially. The funny thing was when I mused on the angle of the racket and the motion, the muscle, the pow'r, hitting the ball. It was just some thing, like about practicing. In the Catholic school, when I was allowed to attend soccer practice as a new student, I don't know if I was made fun of, but I did soccer camp and basketball at a Baptist school. I was always a good runner. I did cross country, had it in high school, heard it and went, thought it was trekking through the woods like a lot of people would wonder. I did badminton up north but grew to dislike it but had some fun at home, did a lot of ping pong at 1 point with the boys and a friend at home, the 1 from tennis. I think I was good at tennis, usually the best, taught some people and got a really big girl on the team but didn't go, myself, taught older people. I took lessons with the friend when I went back, but I don't remember how it was. I just know it's the 1st time my nose bled. It wasn't shooting out, but I mean it wasn't like lite lite. It might have even been a private lesson with an attractive lady who really liked my prowess.. The tennis teacher in Slidell's wife I did modeling with and he said I had such good legs like everyone there did.
You know, maybe it's good to connect with where your ancestors are from, but mine are scattered around Pennsylvania and 1 in NY state, not really sure where, could have looked it up. I have an ancestor from Ireland in the very late 1800s, I think, on my dad's dad's side, not sure his mom nor dad, probably mom. It must be hard to connect with the more American side. It's sweet seeing the girls loving their moms here. They just gravitate away from me, but they like others, people in Germany.
Oh, yes, I must have bounced the tennis racket on the court. No one has ever said they did private tennis lessons, like me, done tennis somewhat regularly since a preteen. So, this was before Titanic. Hm. The end of the world. I've probably thrown it on the ground but wouldn't want to ruin the court. I'm sure I've dropped it, and it's not good. I've never worn a tennis skirt, not really sure what I wore. Maybe, my worst thing was the backhand.. Not a very filled in person. Volleys are easy for some odd reason. Maybe, volleyball is associated with sand. My 2 music teachers from Saint Augustine, well just had 1, do tennis, not sure if the pianist or singer|guitarist is better.. The pianist is a teacher of piano all afternoon.. Speaking of things like, r, keychains, what happened to all the goods from Titanic? I think it's because I moved. It was like what was there for me. Maybe, I didn't feel like going online, anymore. I wonder if I should have gone online and posted that boy. He wouldn't post himself. Where would I go post it? Isn't it private, so the world would find out? Also, what about me? In Slidell, I did not look cool since as I left I guess the tennis made me gain weight. We stopped walking around. I was allowed to walk on my own, but I didn't go far, just around the corner to the old bookstore.. I remember this book with my mom of a mama cat carrying a baby. It wasn't there, later. I wanted to look at it.. There was a 3D theater by our house new. It was like going through time with like bookcases and fancy, complicated stuff, maybe reminicsent of video games of the time on the computer.. The games that came with the computer partly were landing a ship, but I could not figure it out, also could never figure out instructions on knitting nor crocheting. I tried.. So, then the other was this really gooey blood that stuck out and went like *squish*. It was so nostalgic online, well not online, a game. I was horrified, though, just liked the blood, but it was -so- sad? I know, though, that things ended. I think it's supposed to happen, but it already did. Since the girl from Hollywood moved there, people started taking to the beach background, which entails the modern culture in a kit for those deserving. So, things became so nostalgic. She was young, born in September. Her hair was all white, and she was physical. How is she not like Ellen DeGeneres? Um, well, she's not really an adult. I guess I'm not someone who is gonna say I'm gonna do shit for young people. I also get a feeling of the U.K., England etc., when I think of that. About like the pale blue wallets, the greenish blue bedding {;. I got lilac, and I regretted it my whole life. Some ways, no. I just didn't want to be the brand. It warbled. I grew tired of that bedding. I didn't have it when I moved maybe but think I did yea. I've never seen that color again later.
Jogged
I jogged with my weights for 1 hour and 40 minutes. I got an ice cream bar and candy at a gas station. They're the same 1s I use to work out. I want to take Body Pump possibly on Fridays now while I let my dad walk around at a mall nearby. When I'm done again, I can go to the mall on Fridays, but often I'm asleep and I sleep until the next class Tuesday.. I mean, it's important, and I like the mall Fridays. I dunno, I have to see, Gold's Gym.. not Crossgates like in Slidell.
What I'm Going to Do
I'm going to watch my videos and then "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," get ready for school, have a hot dog and liverwurst 1st, cooked. 3I in water zucchini, settle in bed, wake up and leave at 1:30 P.M., shower and probably take a bath. :|
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
-Like a Glove-
Ginny Kopf causes adverse reactions. It just seems like the time isn't right for a total meltdown. }:] She takes things as a joke, too, a machine, and she looks like a machine, sometimes, because she works for Disney. People from San Fransisco seem like machines.
R.I.P. <*>
More capitol punishment. Now, my future son is a questionable phenomenon in store. This is bullshit.t What is this crap fo
Problem
I was in the bathtub and laughed so much but kept stopping. Finally, I didn't laugh, anymore. 3(
Shower-Bath
My mom is practicing.. I gave her a coo hug, like we're still in Louisiana, the New Orleans area..
Cont.
I've lost track of what I was speaking of. So, I should have come home from college to where we moved in the Orlando area. I had fun playing around up until now. My goal is so I'd take Ginny's 3 classes before I'm ½ her age. I'm sorta stuck here.. So, that means I should have taken her courses by last summer. That's when I auditioned and then found I should take acting classes. I started watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in Fall 2012, though, and that was Summer 2012. The n word thing happened in 2009, and I talked to my grandma a year until that summer, coping with my age in relation to my mom's. So, Summer 2012. We read from the Bible and a reading, but she got mad at me and made me suffer even after if I just felt mad from her treating me racistly now. It's since the n word thing. You know, I don't know who started it, my dad or the community or Tim Burton. So, my dad's youngest sister came for my birthday in 2011 I think yes. I realized in 2 years my age would be ½ my mom's, but I finally counted since I was created. For some reason, things didn't work out. I think my aunt did it for the n word thing, and I just didn't get it. I didn't have my biRTHDAY! ';0 I don't give a fuck about you goddamn Pennsylvanians you wanna go rot some in a shit hell hole or somesuch? What's my life, anyway, a piece of trash under your control? Oh, no one can control anything in the world. You know I just got more pricy nail polish for a shirt my aunt got me on my birthday. It might not be the big problem. So, what, I was supposed to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" earlier? It was impossible because my grandma had me call starting maybe 2nd ½ 2011. It just seems like I should have taken these classes when I moved here. I've been here so long not accomplishing anything, not looking forward to anything, not in place online. I can't get over how funny it was posting just on Facebook, playing with all the stuff, and then IMDb, and later getting a blog and thinking I was talking to Tim Burton. Speaking of Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres, I don't want to play with you just saying I did something wrong because you're shit. We can't make any jokes because of Burton. He's not even cool with what's right. This is my blog. I think Tim Burton just likes generation z tweens. Time tuueet.
Struggles
I think my friend is struggling with her decision to quit ballet and later on swimming. 8o My dad seems to have cared about that, her not doing ballet. She blamed me for not doing it, too. Her dad is obese, but her mom is very analytical. Hey, that's like the other friend being from Boston.
Jist a Yungun
I just found out I've been judged as though I had parents both 45 years older, but my dad was 35 when I was born and is considered serious and quiet. However, around me, he's racist and slow. I have this other friend with 2 parents born in the early-mid 50s. They must be very nice and cool.. Hey, why do adults spend so much time playing around with how much attention I deserve? I mean, it's a process. I had fun hanging out. I'm considered "the thing." It's funny, though, I need something different, to experience the world freely to my advantages, like everyone else does.. 3{
I'm Wishing ... I'm Wishing
So, I wish that the 1st teacher I had was Ginny Kopf, but I had my ballet teacher|s and the doctors and therapist who was more forward since she is from Miami. I don't think it really matters, but the ballet teacher sorta put a stamp on me, ½ Latino.
I'm off-
I guess I'll go watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Maybe, I'll eat some beef and zucchini cooked. 3I on water.
Alternative
I wonder if I could replan my life. I don't know if I should have watched Ellen DeGeneres because I have a young mom. From there, I guess when I came home, I'm wondering what I should have done at the school in New Orleans because it was worth it. We are allowed to take a minimum of 12 credits. I got fat doing the prep and college ballet for 3 credit hours. I was supposed to go back to Ballet I or II. I came and did the prep and college ballet and I don't know if I should have quit the ballet prep, which had a friendly recital. I was suggested to take a break from music. I was told to branch out into some new major.
2nd Year - Semester 2 - After Hurricane
Ballet - 3 + Ballet Prep
Philosophy I|Intro - 3
Music History - 3
Intro to Psychology - 3
Summer Make-Up Semester
Ballet - 3 (no Performance :{ )
Abnormal Psychology - 3
Music History - 3
Sociology of Mardi Gras? - 3
3rd Year
Ballet - 3
Psyc - Intro to Research - 3
Math - 3
Intro to Mass Communications - 3
Come home @ 20.
How can you say where you come from if you have 2 parents? Even me being born in SE Florida is a detriment to people from Pennsylvania and lower NY. Lots of girls side with their dad and aren't comfortable with their touchy-feely moms. Their moms are comfortable with them but not with others, like their students or anyone at all they may be able to get to know. Well, maybe. Not everyone like that. I can say I was a kid in Florida, and there was no culture set forth by my parents from somewhere else. I know it's hard to recreate. You're concerned about where you are. I was a teenager in the New Orleans area. I was an adult in the Orlando area and Orlando. My dad's heritage is mainly in Pennsylvania and lower NY state. My mom is Chinese Indonesian. What's my main heritage? I don't know what you're thinking about Pennsylvania, but I found my ancestors come from different places in the area. I thought they all came from NW PA and SW NY. If I had a race, it'd probably be centered on a little Native American from up north. So, Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a vet, too, and I'm interested only in the parts of Psyc other than Personality (sorting, like magazines or booklets I read on planes and with relatives and even friends) and animal testing, like there's a cognition lab, too. I lived in NO with this girl from SF mainly or doing my things at home when I could other than high school clubs like jamming musical theater, the good stuff, the popular stuff every artist knows. If I took 1 thing from Florida wouldn't actually be something about details, though I thought that was like the meaning in life. I thought up north they had something else.. I would take away the modern culture! Whoops, Ellen DeGeneres has nothing in it in that. That's Tim Burton, the chicken. New Orleans has nice celebrations, though, which is taken for granted in other places, like Florida. Well, it can be overly smothered in. I don't know what you'd equate what I'm thinking about to, but I'm just feeling good. I have a split dad, and I don't know what race his parents are! D3 They said they knew, but they changed it. I don't know if my grandma has anything like Dutch but has mixed Swiss, according to the names. Also, I don't know ... ah, yes, the point of me digging back into my life to see if I'd watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and still make it to Ginny Kopf's class and what the result of that would be..dunno.. I wasn't all that intersted and just was mad I might have to pay for the bus. The movement class seemed abusive. I didn't realize she was like a magical Disney person. I was tortured the whole time watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" with my parents and clicks in my room and the people I know online who are more prominent so I'm pretty much totally just out. So, the reason I wish I did just this was because it was a good experience, but I know I came home then. I know I was feeling old and knew I could not succeed. My family moved, and I wanted to live with them, in Florida. Times were so hopeful, and Orlando is kinda interesting. I had a good time, when I came back. The 1st semester after the hurricane, I think they did the dance recitals on campus and I was eating food @ Tulane.. Summer was a free semester. I used to go to the park. The 3rd year was actually very magical, but I came home after like a month or even less. I was going to the zoo. I think I was eating at Tulane and walking around campus, even took yoga or Pilates, was quite an experience, used the gym. That's why, they kicked me out of music. Well, I could do organ. I mean, yea, I was soaking it in, miserably, struggling in classes, trying to get back in voice, or Music Education. I mean, I remember the trip to Wal-Mart and going back to my dorm where the brothers used to stay. I colored some glass animals, and I felt good there. Yes, the magic died there, for me. Going back home to Slidell wakes me up. There's nothing to do in New Orleans but enjoy the family stuff or walk down the alleys.
2nd Year - Semester 2 - After Hurricane
Ballet - 3 + Ballet Prep
Philosophy I|Intro - 3
Music History - 3
Intro to Psychology - 3
Summer Make-Up Semester
Ballet - 3 (no Performance :{ )
Abnormal Psychology - 3
Music History - 3
Sociology of Mardi Gras? - 3
3rd Year
Ballet - 3
Psyc - Intro to Research - 3
Math - 3
Intro to Mass Communications - 3
Come home @ 20.
How can you say where you come from if you have 2 parents? Even me being born in SE Florida is a detriment to people from Pennsylvania and lower NY. Lots of girls side with their dad and aren't comfortable with their touchy-feely moms. Their moms are comfortable with them but not with others, like their students or anyone at all they may be able to get to know. Well, maybe. Not everyone like that. I can say I was a kid in Florida, and there was no culture set forth by my parents from somewhere else. I know it's hard to recreate. You're concerned about where you are. I was a teenager in the New Orleans area. I was an adult in the Orlando area and Orlando. My dad's heritage is mainly in Pennsylvania and lower NY state. My mom is Chinese Indonesian. What's my main heritage? I don't know what you're thinking about Pennsylvania, but I found my ancestors come from different places in the area. I thought they all came from NW PA and SW NY. If I had a race, it'd probably be centered on a little Native American from up north. So, Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a vet, too, and I'm interested only in the parts of Psyc other than Personality (sorting, like magazines or booklets I read on planes and with relatives and even friends) and animal testing, like there's a cognition lab, too. I lived in NO with this girl from SF mainly or doing my things at home when I could other than high school clubs like jamming musical theater, the good stuff, the popular stuff every artist knows. If I took 1 thing from Florida wouldn't actually be something about details, though I thought that was like the meaning in life. I thought up north they had something else.. I would take away the modern culture! Whoops, Ellen DeGeneres has nothing in it in that. That's Tim Burton, the chicken. New Orleans has nice celebrations, though, which is taken for granted in other places, like Florida. Well, it can be overly smothered in. I don't know what you'd equate what I'm thinking about to, but I'm just feeling good. I have a split dad, and I don't know what race his parents are! D3 They said they knew, but they changed it. I don't know if my grandma has anything like Dutch but has mixed Swiss, according to the names. Also, I don't know ... ah, yes, the point of me digging back into my life to see if I'd watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and still make it to Ginny Kopf's class and what the result of that would be..dunno.. I wasn't all that intersted and just was mad I might have to pay for the bus. The movement class seemed abusive. I didn't realize she was like a magical Disney person. I was tortured the whole time watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" with my parents and clicks in my room and the people I know online who are more prominent so I'm pretty much totally just out. So, the reason I wish I did just this was because it was a good experience, but I know I came home then. I know I was feeling old and knew I could not succeed. My family moved, and I wanted to live with them, in Florida. Times were so hopeful, and Orlando is kinda interesting. I had a good time, when I came back. The 1st semester after the hurricane, I think they did the dance recitals on campus and I was eating food @ Tulane.. Summer was a free semester. I used to go to the park. The 3rd year was actually very magical, but I came home after like a month or even less. I was going to the zoo. I think I was eating at Tulane and walking around campus, even took yoga or Pilates, was quite an experience, used the gym. That's why, they kicked me out of music. Well, I could do organ. I mean, yea, I was soaking it in, miserably, struggling in classes, trying to get back in voice, or Music Education. I mean, I remember the trip to Wal-Mart and going back to my dorm where the brothers used to stay. I colored some glass animals, and I felt good there. Yes, the magic died there, for me. Going back home to Slidell wakes me up. There's nothing to do in New Orleans but enjoy the family stuff or walk down the alleys.
Series of Events
So, the n word thing happened, and it was 2009, so I was still 23½. The reason I didn't look around Orlando for any teachers was because I didn't think there were any. I didn't know of any good classes. So, now I'm going to be 27 in like ½ year. I came home from college in 2005 and again in 2007 and finally started posting online and quit school.. I was 19 and 21.. I feel an old friend convinced me to quit college and charge onto the internet without being able to prepare. I thought my other friend encouraged me to have an interest in Nick at Nite. I moved to the area Ellen DeGeneres is from when I turned 12, was already pretty developed, seemed to need some exercise, like "what I did" wouldn't last. I think what pushed me not to do gymnastics team was to leave time open for ballet, etc., and so I wouldn't be just a gymnast and not be able to relate as a person, so it was dangerous. I'm not sure what happened to Britney Spears after she left the Mickey Mouse Club... My mom probably wanted me to do other things, like ride my bike on training wheels or even do yoga, and I only took ballet once a week and didn't want to look somewhere else. I left and my mom said it was too expensive and then I had to pay, seemed like it was too late, was 15.. Quit and did adult classes at 16.. Came back but did adult gymnastics and music school in the city so only did ballet once a week. I had started to eat more after a period of fasting and dieting and experimental ways of living. I'm not sure what really bothers me, maybe the fact I'm almost ½ the age of Ellen DeGeneres. I've been onto Tim Burton. I found someone in the community that age, and so it kinda opened me up to the possibilities. I don't believe in fate, so much, so I don't know what to say of lost opportunities of this nature. I made a decision to be a church musician. Mac and cheese burned. Anyway, so I am mad at this friend from Boston who just is so allergic to happening to meet smart people. Tim Burton thinking you can only meet famous people. He's just saying that, too. People keep getting mad at me. I really do believe this was an opportunity for me, but I don't know why I'm here, still. I just assume it's 1 more city with a job open still for my dad. Also, my dad keeps getting mad, like because I wanted a dress, like in a hurry, but I mean it was on sale so I asked didn't like steal from him somehow. All I can say is that I am in Orlando, and that everything seems to happen by chance but with reasons. That's 1 reason I am interested in her, I guess, I mean guess I would be, anyway, am in good standing. You can't have everything in L.A., the same way we only said NYC was worth it. So, me in Orlando is an open thing, because it's the hub of Florida for having Disney. The other areas are populated with immigrants and have no professional authority racially. They're all Latino, and they are so racist and annoying and disrupt stuff. I don't really know where I want to live because I'm still young and live with my parents, like old Irish farmers. Cooking more mac and cheese, in hopes someone will someday learn to comment sooner, like a chat response, dunno, don't want it to become like a book.. :/
Changed My Mind
I changed my mind about taking ballet. I'm not sure why I bothered stepping foot into a classroom. I should have looked elsewhere for something to do, like at the acting classes, the theater teachers, heard it was important, also heard it was important to see if you can find someone who is born around 1958..
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Where I'd Live
If I had to move from Pennsylvania and New York, I'd move to Kentucky, for the food, but stale bread.
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Class Today
So, I thought we were supposed to stay after class and practice, but I guess we didn’t get the assignment. They were rude, and I snapped the door shut. Someone I came across was mean to me, and I stomped the floor. I forgot about it.
I forget what else happened. I don’t really like the kids. Something did. Hm.
I know I was laughing, a lot, couldn’t help it, thinking of how San Fransisco was better than stubborn people from L.A.
I don’t know if I’ll get thinner. I need to sleep, sometime. I want to fit in junior dresses, or, otherwise, I will get women’s dresses.
Today, in class, Ginny did some Disney moves. I guess that she became accomplished by being there more. She is good at voices but not very childlike, you know?
I realized her dad’s from Pittsburgh and that people with ancestry there are stuck up. There are other bigger cities in Pennsylvania that are more European, and the Amish are more European, too. I mean, you might like Jackie Evancho better than the other Pennsylvanians. I guess being from the city, I connect with her, but I don’t know where her family all is from. I found Maggie Elizabeth Jones, age 10 born 2002, from We Bought a Zoo, is from Atlanta, and I don’t believe Dakota Fanning and Chloë Grace Moretz are from Atlanta, really. All I can say, is I was born in Fort Lauderdale. My mom isn’t from the U.S., and I was not raised by my dad. My mom doesn’t let my dad get too close ********. I think with my dad it was about how he looked. My mom is very attractive.. Chloë Grace Moretz’s mom definitely looks from Georgia. It seems more like comfortably proper than the New Orleans area. The thing with me is I never lived in Fort Lauderdale, but, because I lived in several cities in the area, when I was there, I can say I’m basically from there, just not from the city just because it was expensive or maybe something to do with the area. People from there look pretty worn but astute. It seems Miami might be astute, but I’m not sure. Maybe, Orlando is 2ndto Miami. Fort Lauderdale is like NY state. When I was there, it was more like Miami, and I heard of Miami, when I was a toddler or very young child. The thing is when my brother was born, I eventually looked more like a boy as he grew older. There was nothing to do. When I went to Georgia, it seemed like a place that preserved war history. I remember looking at Cabbage Patch Land as a kid, so I went there. I always lived in major hubs of Florida, except in Southeastern Florida we couldn’t afford to live in Fort Lauderdale, Miami, not Key West. You know, there used to be a bridge that went to Key West. Above Fort Lauderdale is where old people retire, West Palm Beach. Jacksonville is a really big city and is above the nation’s oldest continuing city. My mom wanted me to go to high school in the nation’s oldest continuing city, like we planned to go to the Catholic school in New Orleans. My mom even wanted me at an all girls and arts school. Other people were like leaving home. I think I had a good high school because it was the sports high school.. {3 I wonder if there are any people with heritage in Miami or Key West who are attractive. I’m not saying I’d get with them.. I think, I mean, it would be better to live in Miami than New York City, not that I need to go there but liked when the plane stopped there.. See, it’s 1 of the escapes, the escape, from the states, NY, Pennsylvania, NJ, and New England. Oh yea, and Dakota Fanning’s family is I think from somewhere in the Carolinas. I think it made them more white. Florida is considered kinda white, like the dream place, like Indonesia. In class, the teacher talked about Filipinos, which is a part of Asia.. I saw a boy I like dressed up in Burma, and a famous actress Kate Beckingsale is like ⅛ Burmese and from Britain. The Nepalese (sp?) in the area look more Asian. 3| So, a big thing was maybe in Pennsylvania that not people from the city are important. There are even the PA Dutch. I’m guessing that the Amish, not sure if PA Dutch, which seems more related to my country or rather farm family, are the most European. I did go there, more than once, but I didn’t get to do much. I guess maybe it didn’t have so much wildgrowth. So, my family are countryfolk. It’s just that they’re from up north. However, I think we have Jewish genes from the more German side. We are probably Native American indian, though. So, if we weren’t Jewish nor Native American, I’d probably come from a good family.. guess the Native American indian kinda counts me out, in my humble opinion. It just is a benefit, maybe the Jews aren’t Asian and they’re just like related to like the Egyptians. The Egyptians look Middle Eastern. I think I’ve seen other tribes in Northern Africa who look kinda like tribes in Turkey, like wild white people. Maybe, the Jews moved in the Middle Ages because of borrowing their religion? Oh, I noticed the southern Native Americans are more interesting but darker, like “not white.” I don’t know that people in Pennsylvania in public care that I’m Native American indian, and it’s not from a mom.. Even still, it seems to really matter, like if your dad thinks you’re white. Oh yes, and the people from Florida look white. So, I mean, maybe for some reason people in the South are European but not like in a white American way.
Bathroom Break
Think I'm White?
Why don't you just think I'm white? That means European. :/ Latino?
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Facebook Post
A special Behind the Scenes look at the making of "HERE WITH ME"http://www.facebook.com/TimBurton
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That's cute...
"Can I be included?" =}
So, when do I get to be a young adult? I want to be included with everyone else.
Designated Spokesperson
Why does Helena Bonham Carter feel she has to be a designated spokesperson? She's kinda dumb or that either or impossible might be the other term that I might I dubbed it. :/
TV
I'm looking at today's episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I thought that New Orleans was on the water!!! '80
What I Did
I had the whole frozen pizza, a cooked. 3I on water zucchini, a big hunk of beef I almost died on, ... I think that's it, and water.
I watched the episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." It was so cool to see Jillian Michaels and her 2 adopted kids. She has an older black boy and a baby white girl. I need to look into her more, have a DVD of her.
I have to record my homework, need to go to bed, need to wake up and iron my pants, get ready for school. I cut my bangs and want to straighten them, might need to cut them more if they don't bounce back.
I'm staying late after class to work on a group project, so I'llbe home around midnight, probably won't go out and get any food but maybe. Might be too tired, might go for a jog, will probably watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," hopefully do some singing soon.
I'm so winded, wondering about my break in the summer with Ballet I. Maybe will take Speech and the other CC Diction class with Ginny.
I watched the episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." It was so cool to see Jillian Michaels and her 2 adopted kids. She has an older black boy and a baby white girl. I need to look into her more, have a DVD of her.
I have to record my homework, need to go to bed, need to wake up and iron my pants, get ready for school. I cut my bangs and want to straighten them, might need to cut them more if they don't bounce back.
I'm staying late after class to work on a group project, so I'llbe home around midnight, probably won't go out and get any food but maybe. Might be too tired, might go for a jog, will probably watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," hopefully do some singing soon.
I'm so winded, wondering about my break in the summer with Ballet I. Maybe will take Speech and the other CC Diction class with Ginny.
Facebook Posts
http://www.facebook.com/ellentv
Cassandra Roy He is awfully funny, but you make me laugh much more!
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ME I wonder if he is German.
ME @Cassandra - Yes, he's not just hooked on Ellen DeGeneres.
Sandy Hall O'Hearn He is adorable. Miss seeing him!
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Like: Amie Nance Koporc
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ME @Sandy - Cute. Love your dog. You, too, Karen. :)
@ Karen Ness
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ME Hi. :)
ME Yea.
ME Cute dog. U..U
@ Judith Zamrzla Gilbertson
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Jenny Schueneman I laughed soooo hard! My dogs got excited too!
http://www.facebook.com/tigerj3
ME Expecting a performance?
ME I need to watch the full episode. She looked happy for her birthday but didn't stop to dwell on it.
Cassandra Roy He is awfully funny, but you make me laugh much more!
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ME I wonder if he is German.
ME @Cassandra - Yes, he's not just hooked on Ellen DeGeneres.
Sandy Hall O'Hearn He is adorable. Miss seeing him!
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ME @Sandy - Cute. Love your dog. You, too, Karen. :)
@ Karen Ness
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ME Hi. :)
ME Yea.
ME Cute dog. U..U
@ Judith Zamrzla Gilbertson
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Jenny Schueneman I laughed soooo hard! My dogs got excited too!
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ME Expecting a performance?
ME I need to watch the full episode. She looked happy for her birthday but didn't stop to dwell on it.
What I'm Doing
I'm gonna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and am gonna have a regular pizza, which doesn't look particularly appetizing, was gonna save and have pizza at the mall later but probably will well maybe will want a sammich at Barnes & Noble. I have to record my homework and do my journals, I guess. Wait, I did them, don't think they're due Tuesday but may print them out when I get there. Allowed to wear a costume, teacher said I could come in like as a sorta Vaudevillesque person. My new shirt came with beads, though, so I think I'm just wearing that.
Livin in Style 卐
So, my concern is the style I have from the birth year my dad was born, that people born before and after are better yet not as special. The other concern is his having Jewish last names around Germany, so guessing it's prevalent in German-Americans, maybe especially from the Pennsylvania area. He's also Native American, probably, which would pose as another issue. In Orlando, it's been hard unraveling the rest of the mystery. I just don't come compact from his side, I guess, but my mom is like that. So, for me, I have a mom like most people's dads and a dad like most people's moms, so it seems cool. However, I get the feeling no one and Ellen DeGeneres don't really "like" me, just find me accomplished, like I'm lucky or have a good last name and nice supplementary names and my mom. I always thought I was my mom to the world. I think my dad is a good person but not an attractive 1 but entertaining in a way that is beneficial and educational. I'm pretty much at a loss from who I was. I became a different stereotype, and now I'm kinda nothing. I used to be interesting and alive, and I wish to be young again. I just wasn't so juicy and bubbly. I was authentic because I was just ½ Chinese. I was sorta put behind a glass case of untold perfection. My dad was white, so everything was okay in the New Orleans area. I can't believe Ellen DeGeneres is not like this. Like, she is allergic to it. I know I am. I never thought being Native American indian helped me with the Chinese other than being not racist and to add another Asian culture. People thought my mom just was not that attractive and was a midget. She grew old after we were born. So, I guess that didn't work out too well. Then, people were interested in non-Americans + non-Latinos. Black people are very violent and for some reason seem American. I'm just guessing that there are other people who don't want to be American, like the Native Americans. Like, they can't seem non-American to just real Africans. They lost their culture. Anyone would have. No one cared about a British accent on the surface. It only got in the way of America. Any American accent was desired. People coveted my mom's grace and were envious of her strength. I just extracted the goods from my dad. However, now, I have racial problems from my mom that are desirable over other non-whites. However, my dad is not as sexy as my mom, so I'm not like as sexy as I thought I was. People encourage my dad to be sexy, and I'm not my dad. I had a good relationship, but then history happened. I had a hard time in junior high, Catholic, homework, wasted classtime, so much. Also, it was about me not having enough physical activity. I was afraid to do modern dance, and my mom only let me do ballet 1 day. She thought maybe I'd do something else, did cross country. It was a huge thing, dance team, but I found out having natural blonde hair is an asset. Maybe not white. I don't know anyone with a sexy dad, maybe my cousin. However, her mom encourages her to be mean to me. My cousin wants to be how she is. She is under the curse of our family. Please, let me out of this world, you only encourage the rest of them.
Infantile Projections
Why does my dad get mad at me in infantile states growing up with my mama, hurting me, forcing me out of functions, because of something I didn't know that isn't as good?
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Monday, January 28, 2013
My Mistakes, Only
So, any mistake just I make is such a big whooping deal?
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Artsy Dads
Ellen DeGeneres's job is to get mad at people being nice to me. Maybe, she's not as nice but has an artsy dad.
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Unhealthy Dads
Why should I accept my friends with unhealthy dads? I won't.
Also, I don't believe in reveling in shit.
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Also, I don't believe in reveling in shit.
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Online, at the Time
It's not fun not having Facebook, and no one is online. Oh, well. I mean 2 Facebooks. Can't check pages, I think. It's in Newsfeed.
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Humble Father's Kid
So, why do I have a tacky American dad? I'm a girl. If he doesn't change is his problem. He isn't always that way and probably is old and still quite racially insecure. Why didn't anyone treat me better? I just am not more like my dad's flaws than others.
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Less Experienced in Experimenting
The Brritish in Les Miserables are less experienced in experimenting with voice than me.
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Burton for Kids With Younger Dads
Think of the woorrlld cretded for girls and kids with younger dads.
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Saucy White Babies
So, why are babies encouraged to be saucy, stop acting like I'm not white enough because I am.
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Valentine's Sweethearts
Í haven't decided what candy to bring b4 Valentine's.
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On the Side of a Road
I'm sitting on the side of the sidewalk, ate on the sidewalk, under four dollar.
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TV
I watched “The Ellen DeGeneres Show” online, the clips.
She thinks my mom is a nigger, but that mean she’s a nigger because only a nigger would think my mom is a nigger. I didn’t dub her 1. She’s just being forward, and that’s bullshit to me. She’s flirting like white people from New Orleans. I always feel like … them.
Funny Things @ Class Last Week
A black guy was being moody so I moved and had to walk across the room. I heard a loud binder outside and checked it out and was like okay to this cool girl. It hurt the sensitive girl I was talking about. I forget what else was important. Oh yes, I was outside the room in the middle of Improv and just started laughing out of nowhere, several times spaced out.
Facebook Post
Exhausted from the stress, but relieved and so blessed that my ex and best friend, Ron is found. Still don't kno where he has been "released" to (out or to another hospital) but we're looking into it.
I have been working steadily throughout this ordeal. When I am going through horrific things, I am someone who can still deliver my personal best, because to give and give and give is my joy, AND it serves as a true oasis for me....I think a God-given oasis.
I have been working steadily throughout this ordeal. When I am going through horrific things, I am someone who can still deliver my personal best, because to give and give and give is my joy, AND it serves as a true oasis for me....I think a God-given oasis.
An Aura of Foreboding
At the Key West ghost tour, I already sensed the agony at the motel.
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Liking Kids
I wonder if my mom likes Nell Burton - nah because I'm not my brother.
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"What 80s baby?"
Ever think, when I was a little girl, this is the attractive, snazzy, healthy, "supple" way that I remember my life being.
Isn't that like the culmination time zone of all the technology and modern art clashing into surrealism and simplified logic?
Isn't that like the culmination time zone of all the technology and modern art clashing into surrealism and simplified logic?
Sanitation
It smells kinda like greasy in a soft yet somewhat striking way. I just put all the food trash in a bag. :} Yesterday, last night or tonight. I wanted to clean the bags from the floor. Maybe, I will after my shower-bath.
The Funny Things
So, Ellen DeGeneres would rather argue with an old friend for flirting me away and giving me time to soak her in..
IMDb
I posted 3 songs of me singing on IMDb:
"The Doctor Is In" from You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown
http://youtu.be/KFn0IkCpv5s
3:01-3:21
"Memory" from Cats by Andrew Lloyd Webber
http://youtu.be/1y3OZHC_uVY
"Another Suitcase Another Hall" from Evita by Andrew Lloyd Webber
http://youtu.be/liPAngSxE0g
"The Doctor Is In" from You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown
http://youtu.be/KFn0IkCpv5s
3:01-3:21
"Memory" from Cats by Andrew Lloyd Webber
http://youtu.be/1y3OZHC_uVY
"Another Suitcase Another Hall" from Evita by Andrew Lloyd Webber
http://youtu.be/liPAngSxE0g
Snoopy Tongue
When I make a tongue like my mom, why does it look like Snoopy the dog from "Peanuts?"
Shopping
I asked my dad to get me the pink dress and blazer, a nice Mardi Gras color like the nice, friendly, pleasurable colors on my blog :} tomorrow since the sale ends.
Neating & Tidying
If you already said I don't have to have traits of my dad that are displeasing, you can't suddenly say I need to have it in place otherwise.
Shopping
$53.99
Largest Sizes
XL Deb
L Pink Macy's
They sell blazers without buttons. I couldn't find any skater dresses that fit me much. They don't go up to XL. I keep having hot dogs and hamburgers because I'm not rich and can't eat out. I mean, I don't have good recipes to slave over. I'm just a plump girl, a few hot dogs..
Largest Sizes
XL Deb
L Pink Macy's
They sell blazers without buttons. I couldn't find any skater dresses that fit me much. They don't go up to XL. I keep having hot dogs and hamburgers because I'm not rich and can't eat out. I mean, I don't have good recipes to slave over. I'm just a plump girl, a few hot dogs..
How I Feel
I feel tight from working out. Hey, I thought it was just only like 12:30 A.M., and now it's 2:30 A.M. *yawn* I get to go shopping. I guess I'll look online for clothes. 30
Ate
Hunk of Beef
Medium-Small Peanut Butter Cookie
Big Piece of Vanilla Cake and Frosting With Some Frozen Melted Whipped Cream and Breyer's Vanilla Ice Cream
I brought the rest of my liverwurst into my room.
I was gonna have a ham, bakery bread, lettuce head, American cheese, and I think lite Italian dressing my dad got sandwich, instead of a frozen pizza. I want the pizza at Barnes & Noble sometime but really like the sandwiches and want to try more, also liked Panera Bread but want something cheaper next time since I didn't like this. I didn't like something I got at the mall with sauerkraut, a sandwich. I get sandwiches at school, too.
Medium-Small Peanut Butter Cookie
Big Piece of Vanilla Cake and Frosting With Some Frozen Melted Whipped Cream and Breyer's Vanilla Ice Cream
I brought the rest of my liverwurst into my room.
I was gonna have a ham, bakery bread, lettuce head, American cheese, and I think lite Italian dressing my dad got sandwich, instead of a frozen pizza. I want the pizza at Barnes & Noble sometime but really like the sandwiches and want to try more, also liked Panera Bread but want something cheaper next time since I didn't like this. I didn't like something I got at the mall with sauerkraut, a sandwich. I get sandwiches at school, too.
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Nice picture. Mrs. Zwieg|Ohmen looks very happy and good, now. Mrs. Veneman|Chapman's granddaughter is so beautiful. That looks like a pleasant place to eat. I hope everything is going well. The baby is so cute. http://cab1986orlfl14.blogspot.com/2013/01/facebookpost20130128.html
Well, I'm working out now but not too much and thinking of doing Ballet I in the summer, otherwise wanted to take Organ and have been told I could. In the Fall, I plan to do Movement for the Actor and Diction from a teacher who has done voices at Disney World since the mid 80s. I'm taking Acting I, Improvisation, and maybe Voice for the Actor from her, now. She also teaches Speech and another kind of vocal diction class at another community college. It doesn't sound as fun but at least is something different, could not make it this semester. I think I'll be ½ her age as this semester ends. I just auditioned to be an actor and was told to take classes and decided to look for a teacher I liked in something to do in the community already I think. We are encouraged to come again for Acting I. Voice for the Actor has the packet but is only 2 credit hours. I was gonna do Weight Training or Tennis in the mornings but maybe next year will do Ballet II and then Ballet III|Intermediate, also is Pointe I & II maybe after. A girl said I could perform just ballet, as well. I would take Improvisation, again, I know, too. It is nice sitting through her classes, but I will probably have to do something else, find something else to do, here. There's always the performances for the colleges.
Nice picture. Mrs. Zwieg|Ohmen looks very happy and good, now. Mrs. Veneman|Chapman's granddaughter is so beautiful. That looks like a pleasant place to eat. I hope everything is going well. The baby is so cute. http://cab1986orlfl14.blogspot.com/2013/01/facebookpost20130128.html
Well, I'm working out now but not too much and thinking of doing Ballet I in the summer, otherwise wanted to take Organ and have been told I could. In the Fall, I plan to do Movement for the Actor and Diction from a teacher who has done voices at Disney World since the mid 80s. I'm taking Acting I, Improvisation, and maybe Voice for the Actor from her, now. She also teaches Speech and another kind of vocal diction class at another community college. It doesn't sound as fun but at least is something different, could not make it this semester. I think I'll be ½ her age as this semester ends. I just auditioned to be an actor and was told to take classes and decided to look for a teacher I liked in something to do in the community already I think. We are encouraged to come again for Acting I. Voice for the Actor has the packet but is only 2 credit hours. I was gonna do Weight Training or Tennis in the mornings but maybe next year will do Ballet II and then Ballet III|Intermediate, also is Pointe I & II maybe after. A girl said I could perform just ballet, as well. I would take Improvisation, again, I know, too. It is nice sitting through her classes, but I will probably have to do something else, find something else to do, here. There's always the performances for the colleges.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Problem
Why do I keep thinking of my dad's oldest younger sister in tacky ways, like just blogging it's coming up? I thought she was 1 to have made her statement. It seems like blogging people all attacked me for having fun because they're jealous and don't feel like it. The messages just keep coming. I don't care what you have to say every time I saw a curse word in my blog! ,80
Getting Personal
Why are people like looming in on me telling me they're getting private making me feel silly at little reactions, like everything has to mean something it doesn't mean? It's because I don't want to and because of who my dad is, like how maybe he's not very condensed.
How I Feel
I'm pumping a lot and sweating a lot, feel more like a physical, solid person in the army from jogging with weights for an hour, recently.
Mornin
I woke up like ¼-½ hour ago. I had a pack of crackers with cream cheese and chives spread and a giant Reeses. My dreams I don't remember well. I remember the last 1, I was at like a garden maze at religion class, and I was in the classroom. Something happened, and then someone had a big, juicy baby snake egg hatch in a container. After awhile, a huge polar bear came around and stopped at me so I ran out the door, with troubles, and kept handling the knob and finally locked it. I worked on locking myself out of the house. The room looked like my room, and the house looked like my grandma's, I just realized. I was already running through the trees and went up some big trees easily, and a huge, puffy wolf went up and I ran away and I think locked myself in the house but lost my phone but somehow was calling 911, which gave like a sorta grunt or sqeak as an answer. Reminds me of the Cleveland area.
No Money
I have no money left. Not on my credit card. I'd have to charge $3 extra to put on my Wal-Mart card. So, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, I will need a total of $24|$30. I guess I won't be walking and eating much. I might go to McDonald's for $5 and after the new month get pizza maybe, didn't like it last time. My computer is making a loud squealing noise. There are noises in my room, too, the garage. I still have @ $9 from my dad from Friday. I'll bring food to school but probably get the diet drink.
Convincing
I think my friend thought it was funny to convince a friend of ours to actually treat her hair so it'd get darker, and now she dyes it white blonde, its original color.
Who You Really Are
Why not want to solve something? Ellen DeGeneres can be special if she wants, like how she is as a Late Boomer, doesn't mean we can't be who we are, too.
Bossiness Permitted
Did you notice some people would let young people be more judgmental, if their dad was a Late Boomer?
Snap Judgement
So, with Ellen DeGeneres, why would it help to say to d*****y her would make the sun shine brighter?
More Like That
What do you think of Tim Burton's daughter? You just see that she thinks she's so important. I mean, I like her, but it's like, um, well, okay, am I supposed to think you're better? I've seen some really cute people, too bad she can't be more like that.
"Legal Issue"
Why would you say that someone with an Early Boom dad couldn't be like a Late Boomer in style? It seems like a legal issue.
"Judging Others"
Why is Tim Burton so rude? Just observe him, and it'll be easy to tell. He doesn't seem to say much, anymore.
Movie
So, 2005, Pirates of the Caribbean still had just come out in 2003, thought it was 2002. I went online mid 2007. It seemed like so long. Pirates of the Caribbean 3 had already come out, and it seemed like a long time since the 1st. I went back and posted in December. Everyone left. There was this really cute girl named Hayley, but she didn't look as good, later. MySpace page with a forum. It was a close-knit community with people there for stretches of time not really posting much but altogether leaving behind lots of gossip. I had been messing around on Facebook and my MySpace page, before. I remember doing something in April, though, though I wasn't on MySpace and Facebook, yet, as though I were out of school. I thought I was still in ballet. I guess it was just me e-mailing, not sure what I was up to. I know I was in ballet, guess I had already quit college, so hard to remember. I remember walking to Wal-Mart, a lot, and some other places. It was quite dreamy, but I was tired. I remember being on MySpace, though, too, for Christmas, guess that's another time my family left.
NyQuil + DayQuil
I came out and saw a pack with a split between 2 sides, NyQuil + DayQuil. You take 2 pills at a time, of different very very very strong colors, very thick, hard, strong pills. I took 1 NyQuil, and I feel it in my brain. It's for Cold + Flu.
The System
So, black people want to *** up white people and treat everyone else like a nigger because they are jealous of their strengths and benefits, that they didn't live in shit but still understand the system like everyone else.
Look at this girl at obama . com - link.
I saw a girl on the cover of Photobucket who looked kinda pink and greasy. So, not everyone has an easy time looking special like that.
Look at this girl at obama . com - link.
I saw a girl on the cover of Photobucket who looked kinda pink and greasy. So, not everyone has an easy time looking special like that.
Ahead of the Class
Why is Obama wasting time on gun violence, with kids? I guess that makes sense.
Isn't he supposed to be worried about bigger issues? Like, the war in Iraq. Foreign missil crisis??? Malnutrition in school. Education. Medicine|"Healthcare." Finance.
Isn't he supposed to be worried about bigger issues? Like, the war in Iraq. Foreign missil crisis??? Malnutrition in school. Education. Medicine|"Healthcare." Finance.
What You Really Think of Others
Why do you care what people think about you when they are uncomfortable because they can really think that about someone else.
Unjust Angels
I found the reason people want us to think negative as punishment for mishap irresponsibility that doesn't affect anyone is because they are jealous they didn't think to do it before as just angels.
In Check
Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep spouting out things she thinks is true about you? Why wouldn't you be in check with what you want to know?
Oh be kind to your parents
Why am I being made fun of for listening to my mom? Other people went ahead and made themselves do things that they didn't believe in just to show off.
What People Really Want
Why does Ellen DeGeneres think that something happens to you you don't want, like she wants to say you're being bad at random? I find that people don't tell me anything out in the open. Look, I don't really think this friend is cooler than me and think she is sucking up to you and thinks I'm a nigger when no one else does.
Living in a Shell
See, my friend is just hiding behind the shell of having an older mother but a good age for her age, 32 years older, I think like the music teacher's daughter and plenty of others I bet. So, don't attack me for my mom being younger like I'm a tween because I happen to like that a lot and know those people are allowed to do anything. I do care.
This is a story of a girl
So, Tim Burton likes this friend I have because her dad is younger than mine, Danny Elfman's age, with red hair, all British. Ellen DeGeneres would like her because she has a nose like hers and is serious and funny and is sensitive to a lot of things and cares about people and popularity and is in that sorta comfort crowd. They also have the same color features. The only problem is she is kinda shy, and, while Ellen DeGeneres is more puffed out since she's born in 1958, she kinda lives in a shell. It seems like her nose is the only thing that matches. Other than that, it just reverberates that I became friends with her because of her personality. Sometimes, I don't feel she's awake, though, and she doesn't talk to me, anymore. I just feel that I'm being pushed about her. It's like only she can strive to be a certain way. People are sneaking up trying to pop the balloon that she's cool. She's a person, and she's not a bum, like people in Orlando. She just acts like she doesn't want to be my friend because it's good for me but then why do you keep bringing her up that's the point.
Late Boom Bribery
So, what do you think about the idea Ellen DeGeneres thinks my mom is a *** object?
She doesn't really mean she will accept kids with Early Boom dads, sorta bribing them like she's important and no one else matters because she's from New Orleans or her mom is.
I just kinda thought that with the way I present myself, that when I encounter people like her that the experience would be a better 1. It's Tim Burton's fault. I was even afraid to go online, but look how much trouble I got in for not posting about Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
She doesn't really mean she will accept kids with Early Boom dads, sorta bribing them like she's important and no one else matters because she's from New Orleans or her mom is.
I just kinda thought that with the way I present myself, that when I encounter people like her that the experience would be a better 1. It's Tim Burton's fault. I was even afraid to go online, but look how much trouble I got in for not posting about Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Disappointed
I'm kinda disappointed Ellen DeGeneres is stupid. She just insults you in some blasting way and then tells you you're bad for understanding it.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres, why should we care about people hurting others so they won't hurt you? Now, Ginny hurt my dad because of you. You're just a joker. I'm better than you. I'm cool|er. You're just gonna stay that way. You're not cool. You're just a chicken who never did anything. You're like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. You're only cool because you're a Late Boomer.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
What I Wish I Did
Year 1
1 English II (G)
2 World Geography
3 Geometry (G)
4 Physical Science (H)
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Spanish I
Year 2
1 English III (APG)
2 World History (H?)
3 Algebra II (G)
4 Biology I (H)
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish II
7 Talented Theater
Year 3
1 English IV (APG)
2 American History (H)
3 Advanced Math (APG)
4 Chemistry I (H)
5 Free Enterprise |
6 Talented Theater
7
College - Delgado Community College - Theater
I found that at UCF, if you didn't take 2 years of a foreign language in high school, which I think I've heard, you take like 4, but I think here 8 - 10 semesters of a foreign language in college.
1 English II (G)
2 World Geography
3 Geometry (G)
4 Physical Science (H)
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Spanish I
Year 2
1 English III (APG)
2 World History (H?)
3 Algebra II (G)
4 Biology I (H)
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish II
7 Talented Theater
Year 3
1 English IV (APG)
2 American History (H)
3 Advanced Math (APG)
4 Chemistry I (H)
5 Free Enterprise |
6 Talented Theater
7
College - Delgado Community College - Theater
I found that at UCF, if you didn't take 2 years of a foreign language in high school, which I think I've heard, you take like 4, but I think here 8 - 10 semesters of a foreign language in college.
Looking up to Other Races
So, saying you're German is the race issue because the Jews settled there and spread. They seem more English when you think about it. I guess they're pretty German. It seems like Germans are made to feel they're Chinese but like most humans don't want to be mean to them because then they'll feel more Chinese. They probably should get into the other cultures, Chinese and Middle Eastern, like the people with long noses in the desert, the Pakis, which was maybe more considered the Near East but isn't.
So the catch phrase sound of "talking about your race" sounds like saying you're German because they seem the most proud but like it's an issue. I guess the Jews wanted to go to a nice country for their label. I have something interesting, a race that's Swiss and Swiss-Jewish. However, the Swiss race is spread out. I am not sure, though, of either. The Germans also look up to other countries. They're like the new Italy. I guess that's because they're further south than what they loo up to. Funny the northern countries seem to not have anything but animals up north to look up to.
So the catch phrase sound of "talking about your race" sounds like saying you're German because they seem the most proud but like it's an issue. I guess the Jews wanted to go to a nice country for their label. I have something interesting, a race that's Swiss and Swiss-Jewish. However, the Swiss race is spread out. I am not sure, though, of either. The Germans also look up to other countries. They're like the new Italy. I guess that's because they're further south than what they loo up to. Funny the northern countries seem to not have anything but animals up north to look up to.
Talking About My Race
It seems I don't need to say I'm Native American because the Native American side is the blond side and is not from my mom and as a little girl I was raised by my mom, just petted and eventually intellectualized with my dad for American things. Oh, it was because it seems that it's because it's less than ¼.
See, I know, because, like, I mean, - *sniffle sniffle* - people are worried about people with Native American and now it's about people with a lot but maybe also "so we can really see it." It's something very funny... They want to know all about mixed people!. If someone has a parent with exactly ½ Native American, then, you know about having a parent with some white, just representing the parent I guess ... didn't think of that, was just thinking that ½ meant not as good as Chinese. That meant that you know about maybe also 1 parent having some but not as little as possible for some reason. It seems that when you have as little as possible like me maybe you just know that you have a sort of label issue. The only problem would be meeting someone with more Native American. Then, you think about something else, maybe like you're not attractive, not young, usually part German which usually has Jewish. I guess that would be anti-Chinese.
See, I know, because, like, I mean, - *sniffle sniffle* - people are worried about people with Native American and now it's about people with a lot but maybe also "so we can really see it." It's something very funny... They want to know all about mixed people!. If someone has a parent with exactly ½ Native American, then, you know about having a parent with some white, just representing the parent I guess ... didn't think of that, was just thinking that ½ meant not as good as Chinese. That meant that you know about maybe also 1 parent having some but not as little as possible for some reason. It seems that when you have as little as possible like me maybe you just know that you have a sort of label issue. The only problem would be meeting someone with more Native American. Then, you think about something else, maybe like you're not attractive, not young, usually part German which usually has Jewish. I guess that would be anti-Chinese.
Mental Decision from Multi-Actions
I guess while I was in the New Orleans area, I did a series of things and then came to a mental decision.
Straightforward Nut
So, people who are thinking of the straightforward cultures, like they make a decision pick quite what to think and keep going ... how are they aware of anything? All I know is in the New Orleans area, I could not succeed nor think of succeeding, could not figure anything out from scratch. Could not look attractive easily at all, ever, became a self-conscious health nut. That's that.
This Is the Story
My brother whenever he wants to think he's attractive just like seethes and thinks he'll really be better than me, can you believe it? Why do people swear that I need to be hypnotized to be ugly to prove I'm shit, as though they're way better? :0 That just means I've been made more worn.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Inhuman! 30
I found that maybe I was inhuman, but I thought of Europeans thinking the Chinese were not white and then having hands like black people. Jews do, too. Helena Bonham Carter had interesting hands and is actually part Spanish, as well as Spanish Jew.
Anywhere
I don't like anywhere around Pennsylvania, and Pennsylvania is the home of the mixed indians.
Simplicity
I was listening to me "All I Ask of You" from The Phantom of the Opera, and I thought Late Boomers thought well there's something there, thinking how they are more simple than Early Boomers but that the children are diddly squat.
What's Only Precious
I saw a decal on a car, and the 1st ½ seemed so precious and the 2nd ½ I just knew why it wasn't. The only nice thing about people born in 1950 is how precious they are.
Do you wanna rock!
So, do you wanna rock with sexy people from colder parts of the country or sexier parts like the desert?
What I'm Doing
Just watched all of Ellen's videos from Tuesday online. Maybe I'm going to bed, maybe jogging with weights, likely doing floor exercises at some point, want to sing, too. Recorded "Dancing Queen" on the radio..
Distributing Tasks
Think about old, white English men going too far and young German boys or part German boys maybe part Jewish or indian too? Like they make a joke out of the girls born in 1960. They just want to go on and talk all about how good the experience is and say you'll get a chance to be juicy and strong and attractive, in some certain way. The white kids gave the black people the job to announce to you you're a nigger. It really distresses kids. We have to find out, is this person like all Scandinavian? Part German-Jewish? Most adults are part German-Jewish. I don't know if they feel more or something. Europeans are racist. Like, they have like benefits, are told their extremities are pretty. My feet grew 2 sizes, and I mean it's funny but it's not. I can't get them smaller. The thing is you see what they really do and then you realize what they really do when you're not there though you know you were not there in the example you saw, too. I'm also guessing I had a lighter schedule when I was in high school and still couldn't finish all my homework, I might be healthier, like no ballet once a week, no teen gymnastics, took regular gymnastics in the summer.
How I Feel
I have to leave at 10 A.M. I'm very tired, will do homework tomorrow maybe. I wanted to sleep in the tub. Went to the therapist, got Panera Bread and didn't like the sandwich. Strawberry low fat smoothie..
Noticing Things
So, today, I've noticed that people say something and conflict patterns. That must be embarrassing, must trust in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Wanting Something That Doesn't Make Sense?
So, you can't tell me I wanted to be like something that doesn't make sense.
Let me think. I don't know anyone with perfect parents, and I've seen lots of brunettes with blonde moms and ugly girls with blonde dads.
Let me think. I don't know anyone with perfect parents, and I've seen lots of brunettes with blonde moms and ugly girls with blonde dads.
Pattern of Stuff
I noticed another pattern. You keep saying stuff is so that isn't so, stuff you promised not to be true and then you say you have to hurt me, and the stuff you said was just stuff I thought I'd want, but that stuff can't be.
My Brother and Aunt
I look more like my dad's youngest sister than my brother. People from up north had a gay side.
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Pattern
So, I read my blog and noticed a pattern. I did finally decide to have to take off and recover and I'm not getting a reception because Tim Burton happened, and I don't get it I don't care I'm still special like I was before and can still be special like everyone else has been striving to be, don't need my opportunity taken away from me, not to be done to anybody.
Attractive Baby Boomers
I don't know anyone attractive from 1953 but do 1950 (my dad,) 1951, 1952, 1954, 1957, 1958, 1959, 1960, 1961, 1963.
No Plan, No Eraser
I don't believe in believing in building a planned, perfect situation. Therefore, there is no need to erase the past.
Weird Things
Before, I didn't have to like acknowledge people getting weird feelings, could just go up to people and act like a person, act normal.
I was wondering about Chloë Grace Moretz ...
Did you notice that Ellen DeGeneres has no pity for people from the New Orleans area who aren't from New Orleans?
I was wondering about Chloë Grace Moretz ...
Did you notice that Ellen DeGeneres has no pity for people from the New Orleans area who aren't from New Orleans?
Tossing People Aside as *Beep*
Do you ever get ready for the world and toss aside your parents as shit? I have this friend who I am mad with because she thinks she's cool. She has that look like she's from Pennsylvania, but she's not. Not sure where her mom is from. She is mad because others aren't like her and goes off on tangents. Well, have your say, entertain us, come to the party.. Don't tell me not to have a good time when I find you're the only attractive 1 there.
Being Modern as Kids
So, it seems that I would look younger than most girls. I guess most girls have a mom born in like 1955, you know thinking of girls born in the mid-late 80s. They tend to be made to seem tacky from their dad being born probably in like 1947 or 1948. It just seems that their aunts think they are tacky like their dad, seem kinda old but not "goood" in a European way. They don't care as long as they're "still" "better" than certain peers, and then people like Tim Burton dwell on it and it wastes our lives in the end, like everything else seems to have done, though along the way of course we enjoy certain things a lot that are special. I just feel that some people want to be like fairies and aren't strong, like a "tub of lard." Maybe, they're not modern in a good way, lazy, have a stored fuel and still fight for certain rights that aren't there. They don't deal with what they have. I guess they'd become jealous about not feeling special, something they seem to have still not been able to overcome, to accept that there are a lot of shitty people not born around 1960, specifically 1957-1961. All I could say is that I have more meat than younger kids and believe that kids my age should have become like them in the *** ways. You know, they just "did it" as the dream in case we did it, too, and for some reason you know it doesn't have to happen though to me it still happens.
More Recent Parents (Ancestors)
I wish I still had these pictures, not even sure where I got them, but I had attractive ancestors. My dad's mom's mom, when she was little, while not pretty but not disgusting really, looked like sorta spunkily attractive and had a white blonde sister with straight short hair and a cute look with squinty eyes that seems a popular desire today, kinda more on the big side, cozying with this sister, strangely.. probably like a nice great aunt. When she grew older, she looked similar, seemed a little naughty like some relatives, who probably would not be that way today.. She got a little older, and her hair was smooth and the way mine gets lighter was lighter and she looked Dutch. She got a very think, nasal look. I saw 1 picture from afar of her sitting on a rocker on her porch with some of her kids, 1 with white curly hair, and like putting out her arm, looking all smooth and pristine and perfect. I'm not sure which side had the ancestor from I think SW NY state. Hm, I only would know about a side that might be indian and Polish-Jewish and German-French-Swiss-Austrian-Leichtensteiner. The other side is the Work side. My dad's dad's side had more money and didn't live on a farm, were normal people. There's nothing really wrong with the possibly indian side. Except it was gold hair. I feel that's why no one talks to me because I might be indian. As for the Chinese side, I really don't know. I think it's just a fact that wants to be glossed over. I don't know though, I mean, I also just have 1 Chinese side. It might mean I have like more than 1 indian side in some certain way. As for being Jewish, I doubt my friends are Jewish unless they are very German. I'm just guessing that I'm again being judged for who my dad is, but I think it's something about the blood that makes you feel like it's what makes you who you are and that as a European you're nothing. I feel like I hide behind it, but you know I'm my own person and I feel that I'm more associated with my dad than my grandma and probably like her recent parents.
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