So, the n word thing happened, and it was 2009, so I was still 23½. The reason I didn't look around Orlando for any teachers was because I didn't think there were any. I didn't know of any good classes. So, now I'm going to be 27 in like ½ year. I came home from college in 2005 and again in 2007 and finally started posting online and quit school.. I was 19 and 21.. I feel an old friend convinced me to quit college and charge onto the internet without being able to prepare. I thought my other friend encouraged me to have an interest in Nick at Nite. I moved to the area Ellen DeGeneres is from when I turned 12, was already pretty developed, seemed to need some exercise, like "what I did" wouldn't last. I think what pushed me not to do gymnastics team was to leave time open for ballet, etc., and so I wouldn't be just a gymnast and not be able to relate as a person, so it was dangerous. I'm not sure what happened to Britney Spears after she left the Mickey Mouse Club... My mom probably wanted me to do other things, like ride my bike on training wheels or even do yoga, and I only took ballet once a week and didn't want to look somewhere else. I left and my mom said it was too expensive and then I had to pay, seemed like it was too late, was 15.. Quit and did adult classes at 16.. Came back but did adult gymnastics and music school in the city so only did ballet once a week. I had started to eat more after a period of fasting and dieting and experimental ways of living. I'm not sure what really bothers me, maybe the fact I'm almost ½ the age of Ellen DeGeneres. I've been onto Tim Burton. I found someone in the community that age, and so it kinda opened me up to the possibilities. I don't believe in fate, so much, so I don't know what to say of lost opportunities of this nature. I made a decision to be a church musician. Mac and cheese burned. Anyway, so I am mad at this friend from Boston who just is so allergic to happening to meet smart people. Tim Burton thinking you can only meet famous people. He's just saying that, too. People keep getting mad at me. I really do believe this was an opportunity for me, but I don't know why I'm here, still. I just assume it's 1 more city with a job open still for my dad. Also, my dad keeps getting mad, like because I wanted a dress, like in a hurry, but I mean it was on sale so I asked didn't like steal from him somehow. All I can say is that I am in Orlando, and that everything seems to happen by chance but with reasons. That's 1 reason I am interested in her, I guess, I mean guess I would be, anyway, am in good standing. You can't have everything in L.A., the same way we only said NYC was worth it. So, me in Orlando is an open thing, because it's the hub of Florida for having Disney. The other areas are populated with immigrants and have no professional authority racially. They're all Latino, and they are so racist and annoying and disrupt stuff. I don't really know where I want to live because I'm still young and live with my parents, like old Irish farmers. Cooking more mac and cheese, in hopes someone will someday learn to comment sooner, like a chat response, dunno, don't want it to become like a book.. :/