SO WHO DECIDED THE N WORD SCHEME AGAINST ME?
Was I really set up to anger my dad privately at age 11?
Was my dad not a part of me forgetting to write my cousin my whole life, since age 7, 8, or 9? I thought it was when I was almost 8, but the younger cousin wasn't born, yet.
I just "wasn't something," apparently, so. I was just lucky.