I like to work out on my own, too, so I can still go to the gym with my dad if I do theater. I'm good at staying awake, as well.
I see no reason for me to do ballet like that. It is easy for me to go back, but I am really just excited about theater and need to do what I really want. I hope I can still have these other things in my life that I like so much. I'm bred more for doing something bigger than only ballet.