All I want back is the past all the time.
It would have been killer cool to do my hair differently.
I think though my biggest problem was not blackheads but people knowing I was half Chinese(-Indonesian.) They seemed interested in me like anyone else otherwise. Even in kindergarten they asked so I came home and asked. I remember how happy I was I wasn't Japanese because I hear it's not as Asian though it's in the far east, Japan and Korea. China rounds up so that the Filipins are the south far east. Taiwan is about it. Vietnam is just like Chinese, though they also come from a less rocky terrain. I just know that because Chinese are some so smart and beautiful and European looking that the kids could turn out to be as desirable as an islander if one parent is European I just think.
I've felt uncomfortable because I know that my mom is a champion in her world and I am nobody. I used to be somebody for all the hard things I did growing up keeping in schedule, though the homework went quickly when I was active physically. Having piano made me feel special. My other regret is not getting on the internet just like this when it was getting out as we were moving to Greater New Orleans.
I think I could be a good cheerleader. I lost a lot of weight looking at my Halloween costume shots and comparing the one before and after. I got some 3 flavor ice cream because I told my dad I wanted real ice cream. I guess next time I'll get the sandwiches. We have frozen yogurt too to use for smoothies. I blend the 3 flavor ice cream for a shake.