Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Wow

Ellen is such a kind person.  Let's take care of her so she lasts.  Doi!

New Picture of Me

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Ow

I found some cramping today.  A long day at the therapist bus-ing.

Disney

The Tennessee Bear

It looked so sweet and caring, like Kentucky.  It was so detailed and trying to care and stuff.  It had like feminine eyes, pretty much.

Seriously..

Do you ever feel like pigs looking for "what's not yours?"

Hair

Light Cool Blonde - looks like ash blonde some, too - 2013 Parents - Mom Knows Best Beauty Awards

Lightest Cool Blonde

Search: Cool Natural Blonde

Do you know people

who don't want you to think and tell you what you really mean?

What Comes Up

Your nastiness shows only because you claim it would come out naturally by accident.  Wait, does this even make sense??

Hair

"Ultra Light Natural Blonde"

I'm going to dye my hair white blonde.

I will have bangs to the side parted off-center and the hair will be as short as possible but without layers.

Samples

Well, "natural palest blonde" came up twice.  I'm guessing at JCPenney they will bleach my hair and then color over it some shade of white-blonde.  I need extreme hair repair, as well.  I know there's an ash blonde, a golden blonde, and natural blonde of different shades.

Website Update

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How to Be More Like an Ellen Look-Alike

Leave things out that you want made obvious.

She's fine.

It's just what happens to people after what matters.  They all wish to be the only winner for no reason.

Just So You Know

I didn't make that post for nothing.

Another Spoiled Famous Celebration

Do you find the shit people say we have to believe in Ellen kind of unpleasant?

1. We have to make everything for her because she was born around 1960 and is a Late Boomer.

2. She always is the youngest, prettiest, and overall most ideal, while the rest of us cannot chose to do so.

Website Update

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How to Be More Like an Ellen Look-Alike

Have the side of your face slant more toward your chin, like.  Don't do it if you don't get it.

Take 1 more step to be more bold.

Story

I restarted some of my 2nd story.

I plan to

sell my stories as a book.  I want to direct them as movies and not be in them.  There's no part for me, as of now, neither..

Monday, October 27, 2014

Why I'm No Good (to Some)

I think that Ellen is really mad now that I said she gave my mom cancer.  I was in a freak state but now realize it's not good to just go (all) out and say that.

I'm not as cute as a few of my cousins, if not most of the girls, I see.  So what?  It's not my fault.  I know their parents rushed them into it.

What about comparing me to most people?  They accept me because I am nice.

I missed the deadline for school.  I didn't know I needed my transcripts in by October until October.  1 school didn't send it in when I asked and this time I was too late.  I forgot about the FAFSA (sp? lol) financial aid, anyway.

I don't think that Seminole State has film, but I could go to the supposedly costly Full Sail.  My dad suggested acting, too.  I keep sending myself in, but I gotta be harder on myself.  I'm getting my hair redyed, as well.  It didn't turn out right at Dillards and too much money.  Last month, I spent a total of like $185 and it's still yellow.  I need to buy extreme hair repair shampoo.  I heard any hair could be repaired, which is a fact for me at least or as a rule of this thing that it means something to know it's in the back of your head and you have to use that you know this..

So, I feel sorry for Ellen because she things she's obliged to me sometimes, but I know that these people who know me know other cousins and "friends" or people I follow who are cuter.  You know Lauren Lee Smith felt safe being like Ellen around her, and so are other people to me, but she was not comfortable in the light of day.

I think Ellen is very interesting and deserves the best.  What about some of my old friends?  I bet they'd be her type.  They tend to walk about and trash this trash that I'm so cool I'm blonde and my eyes they blue!  I think I did it, wanted to be a brunette in life if my parents were in it.  They thought they were better.  I came out fair and full of color or sometimes white pigment.  It's sad.  Our life is ending.  The more I blame, the worse it gets, but I don't blame to blame.  Some people just hate people for their race mostly, and I can't have that.  I think my family stay out of harm's way pretty clearly!

So, like round em up!  Look for people who Ellen would like.  There are cute people going around with benefits.  That's all she can take.  Nice people with benefits.  What about multiracials?  I'm gonna get them as fans and put them online.

I feel all I am is my blog, and I think she would agree.  People seem to gloss through and ignore the opportunity to talk.

Edit

I added a tag to my last post.

TV

Taylor on Ellen

I have so many feelings for this girl all about the same thing, her pride in her heritage she carried with her to Tennessee.  I feel more open about different cultures, honestly.

I liked her performance so much.  I think I know 5 some form of blonde haired blue eyed people from Pennsylvania who are singers, the only oldest one being non-white blonde maybe.

She's such a pioneer.  I admire her so much for just doing that.

She looks good.  I feel she is still developing, but she is so tall and her heels were so tall, too.  I liked to see Ellen hugging her.  I feel she's broken some barriers by sitting in a chair with a fan and hugging her.  Taylor.

I fell in love with the Tennessee bear at Country Bear Jamboree.  I didn't do Pirates of the Caribbean nor the Haunted Mansion today, but I did see this mainly for the Tennessee bear's what sparked an interest.

It is interesting to see how Taylor cares so much, maybe made to care too much, and she turns off.  I don't think I turned off up north.  I think she's just like that.  I don't think it's a good Pennsylvanian trait, no offense.  It's probably confusing to her.  Maybe, it was inflicted via fame.

I think that she needs to recognize there are other people out there.  She seems like she's from the country big time, though.  I wonder if she wants to live somewhere else.  She is a singer, after all.  LA she probably already is there.  You know, she reminds me of Britney Spears being proud of where she's lived and what she can do.

She seemed annoyed at things people from Pennsylvania get annoyed at.  Like, if someone wants attention, they just get so mad.  They don't know how to get attention.

She's too to sweet.  I just really connect.  I'd be honored to get to like talk to her about my experiences being Pennsylvanian and not living there.  I also sing.  It would be cool if she hired me to do something with her.  I don't know about touring a year, though, I have other goals and aspirations, now.  Film.  It's pretty serious.  I need to start.  I was thinking of Full Sail, the big nationwide film school.

So, good job!  I love this!  It was a good warmup/icebreaker together.