Someone is supposedly so pleasured by the world they seem to have unfortunately like floated up to Heaven and look down on me with a strange grin, and the world broke a promise and said I could not be worth anything but that people I look up to turn into infants once I come into contact or rather "pleasured" away.
Someone else I thought I once knew is tough luck themselves. They have been drained into a sexual fantasy and are no more.
I can't have the most important things to me be taken from me.
These people didn't have to ^go^ like that! I'm not gonna start caring about what caused this.
Sure, it's still okay, but I need to get this out cuz it's driving me insane and others mad, so many people rude to me. The problem exactly is that I keep getting in trouble for stupid things like this. This time I was sorta stoned in public.
So, in essence, I have lost very good things and so has everyone else it seems. People think we don't even deserve our transient lives.
I wish I could justify what I said more, my asset in saying it and however it could come out. People must have so many problems with me. Like, I'm jobless and not good at one thing.
People in general dislike when people are made to feel inappropriate things that they don't want to. They are just embarrassed people. I wonder if they want sex and candy .. or sex and kids. It gives them something else to do. In some cases or ways, maybe I should .. I forget.
I don't mean any harm in what I said about those 2 unnamed people. I'm sorry. I just want to post about it. It's probably a good start. Things can even get better even for them.
What more is there to say? Let me know, or to unsay, if you have a problem.