I feel pushed to admit I "had a baby" in a post.
I just didn't feel it was important at the time to say I changed my mind and how I might have a kid. I realized I didn't say anything and didn't change my mind so edited my post. Tho, I do think about better ways of having a kid from time to time. I don't think it's right to show off not having kids to people who have or want kids.
If my life is so bad, I can't survive either way.
They won't leave me alone.