I wonder about people thinking they admire me and look up to me but by finding out what I like and saying they want every one of those things for themselves but not for me too.. not for me too? What about the saying that there's "nothing in it" to relate to me like a normal person but to take advantage of me because I don't want to sin and be mean to them. Jesus Christ? I'm sorry, but this is creating problems and not just involving myself, if that matters to you even.. You gotta try, try, try. It's work.