Friday, January 22, 2016

Lies

I'm not from where my dad is from.  I know he used to be too distant.  He can't be all the get up now and act like he can track me and correct me, like I'm him.

He does it in his attitude, and he yells threatening to throw me outta the house if I mention something like it or try to get into this kinda stuff.

I don't think my parents got dirt on me.  I think my mom started to get onto me when I started looking more white.  It made me catch on and act the same way back without thinking, but I feel I got into secret trouble.  If my dad is responsible, I'd say it's because he's from here and doesn't give a c*** no matter how good I am that I slave away at homework, pretending it's cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Asian or that it's mixed race that does it.  I already spent about as much time as you can working on the piling busywork and became Valedictorian as a kid.  It's the road that leads to nowhere.