I went to the 2 morning masses today. We have a busy schedule for church in the coming 2 weeks. I plan to attend.
After I exercised and stuff, I found I was 5'1" at the end of the day. At the beginning with a good night's rest, I was over 5'3".
I'm feeling better after the masses. I am watching people around me to see how they feel for a thermometer, to gauge how I feel about things, rather than waiting for someone to help.
I have a lotta laundry tomorrow.
I was a bit tired some of today. I have to remember to ignore people when I don't know how to react and they make distracting noises that probably channel the bad words in my mind. I know alone it generally doesn't go that way. I don't have time to think and don't decide. I am getting better. I just go in with a happy face and nothing bad happens. If someone hurts you, you just keep going and tell yourself it's alright. I need to learn to ignore some things that hurt, tho, cuz I dunno how to react.
Sometimes, I feel people are just out to get me.
I'm too tired to do much more. I don't have many more thoughts, with the energy to recollect and disperse.
So, bed, breakfast, maybe a jog for my exercise, more breakfast, a shower, fold towels and clothes, watch and hang clothes. I think I got it.
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