Apparently, I was dropped out.
In college after my 1st year, I was told I was nothing or wasn't worth much or something by a professor or as hinted by several professionals. They meant physically and psychologically due to brain damage from all the schooling I took on that last semester. So, what, just leave me, allow me to be poor? I was not allowed to keep my major in Music Education and was told I was also too shy to take singing, which seems important to well-rounded musicians maybe who have many interests in emotions and things in life. I know famous people who did arts and science must have been stimulated from different fields to excel in them all. Ideas come up. At easy one is artistic periods in visual art and classical music.