They seem settled to hurt me and say I'm shit cuz I am always being bugged when I try to live my life. My life is trash because of them and partially because of my dad. Who brought my relatives into the picture? They aren't close to me. They're out to get me.
I don't want the sad puppy eyes to waste my time. This seems kinda weird and probably not rewarding to others. I wish people would talk to me in ways that benefit them more. It is nice in my lifetime to experience people who understand my life.
I feel like a Jew being labeled by some shit Germans, I just feel I'm gonna die.