Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Something for Everyone: There's gotta be a light at the end of the tunnel.

I was thinking about how famous Bella Thorne is, tho it is sorta a secret fame of someone really famous!  You know, girls, guys, if you wanna be like that you gotta get into the business of modeling and things or we all have the right to settle for what it's worth those with fame.



I had a hard time.  I actually said I wanted to sing and play flute/violin at age 5 and 6.  My parents didn't do it, and I don't know why.  They said I was pretty well-behaved for a 5-year-old.  They did provoke me to write a hate note.  I had other problems at 3 and 4 like picking my nose and pooing in my pants!

There's more.  I tried learning a song on piano with my dad and I was put in piano lessons at age 9.  I resented people telling me I'd be a pianist.  20 years later, I know it's because it's lonely, more more lonely than people in band and orchestra! even singing!

I've been singing again after a 2 year break in using my voice much at all since 2010.  It has really helped my musicality to feel myself pushed to achieve.