Well, it's a battle living with my dad, and there's the relatives who contact/see me.
My life is messed up. There are pictures of me all over online in old accounts I threw away the passwords to, on purpose.. too much I guess. I've had too many Facebook accounts and lost friends..
I'm outta shape.
For 10 years, I've not known what to do. 2004-2006, failed college experience.. 2007-2010, locked in my room bedridden like posting online. 2010-2013 includes trips to the mental hospital. Cursed about Ellen DeGeneres but not at her so much, I think mostly what she supposedly did (put hurtful noises in my room,) online and tho I was already being hated on this did it for good. I have 0 relationships and heartache. I should forget about it, but these "little things" seem to matter to others.. say, relatives, who have a backseat reserved for the roller coaster of my life. Not so bad. What about these 10 wasted years? I was on meds mostly 2010-2015. It's made me tired and sleep more to make up for it. What if I was close to dying??