Problem

Ever since I cursed about the noises in my room or whatever, it seems I can't feel good with other people because of Ellen DeGeneres being involved.  She didn't have a problem until I was able to stop, at least using curse words.  She just can't admit it was wrong.  I had a right to be mad, and I guess I just lost it.  I don't have to do that, but I guess it seemed okay in circumstances and I wasn't even really cursing right at her mostly and blotted out entire words.  They are fighting me and bothering me.  They are making life not worth it.  They keep overshadowing me with Bella Thorne, too, like all the stuff I deserve is now nothing, relationships, attention, approval.  I need to find a way to get my life back since Ellen DeGeneres and this "stuff."  I'm very upset.  Ellen DeGeneres thinks it's okay and I feel confined by the belief of Tim Burton and her that a non-famous person can only know 1 famous person, too, because Ellen DeGeneres thinks I'm bad.  They are watching and talking to me in my room with clicks.  They are taking away all my happiness.  My parents are always mean in attitude towards me, too.