I dunno who all would be interested, but I think I'm in trouble because I thought of curse words and something else about it I don't remember. Anyway, I'd rather hold off on this "what if."
I guess I was supposed to behave not like my usual self.
No, no one said, "Christina, the Emmys are listening in on you when they start, when you eat supper with your family/parents." So, what? I didn't say to broadcast my cursing, neither..
I usually think of curse words with my parents and at the table, but I try to go in and not.
Another habit was to think of, "No," as I hit my utensils.
No one cares about me, and so I'm not much, not much of a daughter tho wanted to be.. I just feel too hurt by things.
It feels something was just chiseled out of me.