Too much supposed guilt. I'm not equipped to deal with things like this cuz I'm usually considered good.
Acting out as an Adult
Why am I bad if I stomp my foot when someone else is racist to me? I know it's unrefined, but isn't it, tho bad, technically my decision, my life.. or a risk of the democracy? In what way am I looking at this..nothing is happening? Most people probably don't care about me, even in that way. I recommend not to stomp your foot. People tend to make noises and such to annoy others when mad, at least I know to me, like if they don't accept my race. I haven't been stomping, these days, and try to ignore things that affect me. I just don't really accept it, and it's gotten worse. Who goes around with things like this ruining things? I might have had a job now at a western restaurant or working on completing my AA. Instead, I just stay inside feeling bad, unless I'm trudging along outside listening to music.
Seriousness
I should put this up on my website. If I do something weird law-wise, it should be taken into consideration. That's one stepping stone. So, also, it could be something worse next time.. I'll just remember that, staying out of jail with things like a temper or maybe even legal issues.