Um, I was just wondering why she seems to be so stimulated not unlike, well her sister dubbed it secret messagely "having ***." That wasn't good for me. People keep wanting to make Bella better than me rather than any other scenario like being friends or leaving me alone.
So, no, I'm not being sarcastic. In the title, that's just how she talks sometimes, and if she likes it then I mean that's one thing that might be now. I think Chloe Grace Moretz also does that. What is up with this? They are both born in 1997. They simply are stimulated and it seems like more *** than ***. No, I am not trying to insult them but make a point about America. It means it happens, and I'm just talking normally. The point was that I said it was bad to disrespect yourself and it's bad for others if you set the cross too high. Cross like Jesus on a cross as symbol. You know, when I was in Pre-K in Florida, they taught us about this and it freaked me out. In kindergarten, at a public school, it was about black people and Martin Luther King Jr. and I luckily I guess had a good black teacher, tho she got mad when I was too confused to follow rules of where to put papers.
So, I'm sure you'd let Ellen secret message talk about a topic like this, so why not me? She's a blonde ditzy person, herself, and I'm not really ditzy like that and so am good in that way, too, and other ways that she and certain others are or so I was or am as much as I can be with everyone at me for being 1/2 Asian, when I don't really uphold it tho recently learned to respect it more and enjoy it as an adult.
I think it's an interesting topic and something we need to figure out. It seems the people experimenting on me have not figured it out. Anyway, I will not baby Bella and everyone cuz they don't even talk to me and I can't do that for everyone who wishes they were me. Well, sometimes I feel I'm being talked to and I do give significant feedback via Twitter.
One would think an adult would understand no one can wave a magic wand and make the world all Johhny Depp and Marilyn Monroe. It take steps, and you shouldn't have to give up altogether. Work is some pain but maybe not always such bad a pain.
So, I am just trying to talk plainly about a topic and not hint at anything bad, like with a bad attitude nor hope it is not inappropriate on my own blog, is the sorta thing you should talk about in a journal.. Makes life go on and be interesting. Sure, I'd love for someone to critique me. Let me know if I need to change this, you can leave a comment.
I figured it out. They wanna do me like Bella but in a bad way that's not satisfying nor cool. See, tho? Bella being this way caused it. I don't know who's doing what. There is no explanation. They do it for their reasons.. Anyway, let's pray Bella finds herself in a cleaner situation. I know it seems in California, maybe people look out for themselves and know others know what they are really supposed to do. So..?