Instead of Music Ed now, I will continue to "perform" and "work out" and do beginning adult gymnastics. There is also intermediate/advanced. I am on a waiting list. I will do ballet in its place until when I feel a need to start.
My goal in my head was to perform for money and then go back and get a Doctorate of Music Education. Sad thing is I am not finished with my Bachelor's. I think I only got 1 year done. Quickest I'd graduate disregarding general studies is possibly 2 years. I was burning out. Lotta people went there to waste money. They disappeared soon after the school year began. They looked cooler. I guess their parents must have supported them. I wonder if the way it wasn't so good socially is why I was told to leave, as well.
If I don't go back and can't get into Music Education, I dunno what I will do. Also, it seems hard to have a baby while in school! Especially with making money!!
I could always sell a video of me dancing or something and doing some gymnastics. I have good form. The dance is ballet. The other goal is to make it in a famous movie. I just don't know if I will lead in 1 way or the other, but now it seems like the other. To major in Music Education when I have the money to party in college. Or I might keep up performing? Argh! I need physical activity. Maybe I need to stay on a break from college and use money to exercise. I'll consider it a break, maybe. I wrote a book and maybe will write more. Maybe, I'll at least have pocket money. I don't see a future in the performing arts. Acting is a desperate field but also competitive. I will work on getting in shape, maybe, and see if that's good. I might want to stay in gymnastics, tho. I'd be one of the oldest gymnasts. This sounds like a good "project." I really wanna do the gymnastics. So, it'll be a break from college even more. :( I feel like I'm getting older. Before, it was the other way around. I was gonna miss out on the gymnastics/ballet. I got so excited cuz there's a wait list I'm on now. For now, also, I will go to Disney each week with my 2nd annual pass I've held since moving here 10 years ago and 9 years ago permanently.
So, to summarize, I was going to do Music Ed now. I decided to do gymnastics and ballet, while I take a break from college. It will be good for me. I will do Music Ed later. I may make money off selling something or getting in a movie, in which case I will have more money while in college. I wanted to go to college with the money I'd make being famous. I got excited when I was put on the beginning adult gymnastics wait list. They also have intermediate/advanced. :)