There is a new thing where they want to stare me out of something and give someone else attention but rubbing it in over me. I do not accept. I know my mom did it. If it's someone else's personal life, that's fine, then bye or bye for now. It just seemed like a big project involving many people, how pathetic. They keep bringing up someone over me. It does not make me like anyone that much, tho, or makes me like them less, significantly. It's just depressing. I don't mean anything against anyone. I'm just really disgusted. They're still at me for shoving me around and making me think of a joke. Whose fault is all this mess, my dad? The people doing the experiment? Someone's mis-logic? Like these messages don't matter. Like it's all "punishing" me for someone else? What is the idea I don't deserve pity? You can't all go and be on eggshells about it. It's pathetic enough that someone would have to chose to work around it, but they do.
I think this drama about staring at me is not something I wanna deal with. My mom did it. If someone does it about themselves is a different story.
Okay, it was hard to write this. If I post it might help from some remote corner of the world. Again, if you don't want me around is okay, but this totalitarian drama is not at all invigorating. I mean if someone else told someone else to "make a move" against me.
So, I don't mean anything bad in what I write. I just am saying they gone too far and boss me around. You know, I even believe it is someone I like doing it. Well, that's just the way it is. I chose not to fight that possibility. It was disgusting when my mom said it for someone else. It seemed like that someone else didn't do it, then. I do believe it may be a group effort. That's what I'm after. The way they stare me off to totally get me off to give someone else attention does not even seem to be the situation to begin with.
Also, I see that they are trying to make me say something against my sick mom cuz I said I want them to leave my family alone yesterday. I also don't accept that as a group effort against me. If it's someone doing it, well that's just unfortunate to wanna diss my mom. What bothered you about my family in particular? You all have ya'll's families. Ya'll are so meager in attitude. What's up?
I think you all are just making stuff up, like shooting for saying it has to be someone else better than me. This is all a joke, pretending I'm bad.