Like, if they are a little fat or did something that doesn't make sense for them they think?
They think it's a game, but it's not. I have found it hard to live with. I get in trouble if I think of the N word, too, cuz it tends to sound like I'm calling someone that. I don't want to, but the message they give me spells that out to me. A lotta people who are nonwhite believe that so that they will be treated better, but if they meet a mixed person like me they are vicious and racist and attacking like all wild and crazy, like their mood or the picture they get. So, I don't accept racism like other nonwhites learn to accept.
You may think I am rebellious and it's a problem, but I don't deserve racism anymore than a white. How I react and improve is my business, not your right to say that's what you hurt me for. I was the one being attacked.