I used to have fun at performances, live musicals, etc. For some reason, the magic is gone. I knew it mattered if people were mean to me cuz they think everyone has to be to fit in. They acted like it was just to stay safe. Honestly, to go further, I don't believe it. I think it is hatred. I even think it is either/a combination of selfishness and liking someone else (others) better. I'm right! I just am not 100% sure if that's what it was. It might be because we miss the past, too, but I am looking to a brightening future.