I get mad in private but don't want anyone hurt. I guess I'm most worried about my parents.
People, even in public, are mean to me. I don't usually get mad online cuz it's a place where you think things out. Maybe, some people don't have to an they still get accepted for being popular and desirable.
I lost so much in my life. I don't like waking up to this each day. I didn't wanna wake up because of this, as usual. They were going bat s*** crazy at me for what they saw me do in private, get mad in the bathroom while on the toilet.. Like, I'm in bed for, like, 12 hours, too.
I can't seem to solve the tension about me hitting my sofa etc. People weren't this mean to me before. It's unspeakable. They can't expect me to be okay with it. I want to ignore it. I just posted about it.
I don't like making the sacrifices of my identity for others.
I don't think in the heat of the moment this turmoil concerns only their interests.
Do any of you ever feel invaded and upset.. like see friends go stomping off etc.?