I feel people involved in experimenting on me set me back, but some people violently are shaking for others to "make" someone the best, like that's what it is, it's just that easy and no one "did it." Most people do seem like failures. The truth I find in also being sheltered is that no one really cares about me, like that. I learned to be independent, and now I have to learn to live with people in the way.