I feel people are treating me like I am Bella Thorne and treating Bella Thorne like she is me. It seems very crafty. What do you do when you're *beep* upset? Do you ever think of a curse word? People seem to make me think of them. I'm not the one who needs to be taught seriously lesson-wise. I feel people telling me what to do like I'm a different race. No, I earned who I am. You just drop everything on Bella Thorne's lap cuz she'd lash out at me in jealousy. She was kinda mean to me at the beginning for not a good reason. That's Bella, tho.. You aren't helping other people like her, of her stature. You just want her to ruin my life. You are terribly incompetent. You don't find a flaw and look at me like I'm your mother, too. Look around at everyone else. I earned what I got. I'm sorry if you all blame involving your parents. I'm nice to people. I lack in things, too. You need to quit playing that game with me that everyone should be me cuz I'm attractive and earned it or deserved it, too, or happen to be lucky but not odd in a bad way. I don't mean to ruin the spirit of things, whatever's happening today or from yesterday's festivities. I just noticed something really, really funny. You know, my parents are being questionable. Why am I cooped up with you like this? I may work soon and not have to do this soon so much. Why are you trashing people I like? You're saying a lot of things that are unimportant. Everything I accomplish you swear is simply for everyone else, just not me. How typical! You're just showing off, thinking you have my trust so can manipulate me. Someone has kinda offended me saying I'm in a situation like this, too, looking in and encouraging such things as I describe in this post. I do still like them.. but that's a sick way of thinking/behaving. Notice I didn't wish to say who it was. My blog is anything goes. I don't need it to contribute to attempts to punish me for no reason.
About Bella Thorne, she has always been bemused with my situation to begin with. This turn of events does not really make sense, a bunch of flipping mumbo jumbo.
Let's otherwise try to just have a good day. We are supposed to think positively. We are supposed to have fun and help the needy.
So, my original point is that people are treating me like I can't have what I earned as a person and they're beating at me like I'm an other and letting everyone else do what they want like you have no room for me, cuza race. That seems to insinuate that bad people should be not "beat" but reprimanded and treated differently. No, you said you had a reason and you do your best but not really mean to them racially. Maybe, everyone is good, but that includes me. Why can't anyone get that?
This message is not to entertain everyone. It's about my life. Why are you into it like that? It's complexly bad. Anyone would say that of what I've embellished.
Think of things like people who enjoy making computers.. making food like a craft.. There are lots of good things in this world. By the way, you think you provided classical things, but that's what you don't have cuz you're into pop mumbo jumbo. You're already older so it's hard to reverse that, even with my experiences.
There are things like illness that are a cause of stress and lack of rest. Sometimes, I am more relaxed awake at my blog than in bed.
I am sorry if anyone is offended by anything, but I just was describing impersonal aspects of things. I didn't want to say anything bad in defending myself. It is pretty funny but pretty real. I personally like lessons, but they should also reflect on your good qualities. If you constantly think you're better than others I've known is a big no no. Some people like who they are, but some people might also be messed up. Maybe, they have a hard life.
I feel it's funny that these days if you have a good experience with someone, others just want them to be ruined and trashed and stimulated inappropriately. What will anyone ever do for others emotionally?? It's coming back.
Well, I hope what I said is sincerely.. "okay." No offense, not sarcastic. I feel a little embarrassed to post this and in some trouble.