Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Problem

She keeps *beep*ing just me off.

She thinks her weight means she's better, but honestly every dummy knows that it was a big thing that came out admitted as true that Hollywood people get it easy to get thin, while we support their energy and we get fat.

Then she complains to "icons" I like that are appropriate for me and acts like "this is the situation, do it to me.  But whoever you do it to, don't let it be Christina."  I don't care what's going on with Ellen.  She sure is acting up for saying every action from a person counts.  For someone who sponsors you, you sure don't go thru what I had to.  Don't compare yourself to the world and say you need more than everyone else.  She's just racially/ethnically insecure because she's "biracial" or multiethnic or colored.  We don't need to put up with this.  I did say it was cool with me that she gets some attention over me.

She's just sad they wired in I did not respond to/bow to her Tweet of someone.  She wants to say I can only like one person.  That's a flawed belief of Ellen.  Notice she only does it to Portia?

I am the kind of person to be into some of these things.  Ellen overrid it for Bella.  She did it with an evil heart.  Life is not in fact about only talking to one person.  She's all innocent and special and her only punishment is when she does what everyone else does.  I wanted to be special, and instead it went to her!  Stealing my ideas, are we?  I mean, that's fine if she's special, but what's this attitude?  I don't care if Ellen said it was all for you.  I don't think she did, tho.  Bella is so funny acting all forlorn with her millions as a child star thinking that no one else deserves anything cuz they couldn't get as skinny.  She probably does not eat enough, but I hope she eats right.

I am not 100% sure what's going on with Ellen ruining my life, but if she didn't I'm sorry I misrepresented you, tho I believe I am factually correct.  You can pay attention of course to whoever you want.  I see you all tho think it part of your life to hate on me and think you can punish me.

I am not mad at Bella, really, and as for others I think they're just messed up, honestly, and people blame it on me or doing things for me.. tho they don't do that when it's for Bella.

This is one of those "bottled up" groups of feelings.  They just come out.  They seem perfect but are not right.

Also, Bella is being too nice but can do it in positive ways..  I just find the public opinion and that of those who mess with me to be funny.

I did just say last night I am so happy someone as talented as Bella gets good things.  I'm just mad at all the people who dis me at the expense of her.

I admit I don't do much for her and am glad someone does.  I do know outside of just Bella that people .. I forget.

It's just so funny.  I am not saying this to be mean but more to be funny.

Bella is able to be too nice, but I'm poor and can't seem to be much.  Sometimes, we find controversies and it's cuza Ellen.  I just feel so many people are mad at me for no reason, like when bad words come up.  I don't want them to.  They are all hypnotized under the belief they are okay to be wrong to me and replace me with Bella, all that I worked up towards in my life, sadly isn't it with Bella, neither.  I want to know more about this.  You can't wish just 1 person away for no reason.  She doesn't do it to everyone else.