We don't eat supper like before and there are never any mashed/potatos.
I feel so bad for making a loud noise in the microwave in the kitchen with my parents and feel so bad. I was upset. My mind felt small and preoccupied, like I was wallowing in filth.
I also became upset in an experiment I could lose my parents. I can't believe it's right that I have to worry about it, with the experiment. I just can't figure out what I'm supposed to do without feeling like a goody good.
I also feel hypersensitive and cannot calm down. It will take time. I have no one to raise me and keep me in line. My mom ignores me, and my dad ignores me, and the people on IMDb ignore my needs.
Well, I just had 2 pizza bagels and we were eating brownies earlier. I ate out.
My parents keep annoying me, well my dad just seemed to bring a problem up from the day like I can't forget about it. I think my dad is/being a bit ditzy. I hope that he gets better. I hope my mom is doing well, too.
I care about others, who are more like me, as well.
I'm not sure, I guess something came up I didn't like and kept being irritated and didn't learn anything.
I didn't mean to be hurtful. I need more time alone. Maybe, I could sleep soon.