So, I just get watched but treated badly, even all the time by my parents? and Bella doesn't know if she's watched in private as she goes about each day but gets treated with respect?
About "getting" "relationships." It seems no one gets those things.
Anyway, I might get as much as Bella, but the message also says that.. I forget.. pretty much I'm quarantined, that's a big thing. I keep hearing that I've done something wrong when I haven't. If Ellen read my blog and got the annoying noises in my room.. she should have done something if she really cared, like if she wanted me to stop. She just waited until I stopped to make it clear they were out to get me. I should have known? What they did ruined my life and was a physical, illegal thing to do. I don't mind if someone has seen me in my room in private completely if they weren't mean to me, depending on what it was. It did happen before without as much negativity, but it was like a trap of distraction. They led me off track so they could have something to use as blame for me.
Ellen sometimes films people without knowing. I don't know if they like it. Most people can't afford to stay in shape or get nice clothes.
I am watching TV, and it's all positive. Most people in Orlando seem overly set, but my dad seems concerned about negative things.