Showing up won't get you what you want.. but it'll get you something short-lived. It is even possible you never get anything, at all.
The old idea of being extra generous is that you express concern for underdogs.
Sometimes, popularity can be questionable, "no doubt about it."
I don't really have the answers. I'm struggling with remorse about how old I am. I do wanna be a film actress, but I haven't gotten in. I was thinking of going back to college and getting a Bachelor's degree at my original college, from which I am on medical leave. I'm only worried about a few personal things, leaving my parents cuz we moved away from there and the difficulty of living in a dorm being lazy on meds, tho it was do-able when I was younger.
What'll happen is I might take 3 general studies college courses each in 2 separate semesters at a community college, which my psychiatrist said to do here. I'll have 4 left at my original college to take, which aren't even offered at the community college. I'll have my major and built in minor of choice, which will be Classical Singing and Ballet.
No one has the answers. Therefore, my idea is a better one than doing nothing, sad to leave my parents, tho. I feel like a giant parasite to them with no change of end in site. The sad fact is I'm getting older and it's hard to manage my energy level, especially in the onset of a psychotic diagnosis.