I feel I am too old to make it online, like I got one shot and it was g**. I was 21. I am 29.
I just came online to talk and forgot about getting a blog for some reason. I was on message boards where hardly anyone liked me. I didn't have a thing going. Maybe, it just took what it took. I had problems eating with family and got on psychotic meds, too. I slept more and am not myself. My mom won't let me stop, but I am not required to take them. I told my parents that they send me mean secret messages, but they ended up threatening to throw me out! I'm not the one who wanted to quit school! I did sorta to be with my parents, tho, is all. If independence is another issue, then I guess it is now. Maybe, I was too young before.