I liked this person originally, but now I find her to seem estranged as a person and sorta involved in things .. it's hard to describe but words came. She just seems so distant now and as a person her flair has cascaded into something else. Like, she seems to like things that set her apart in particular. Physically, I'm feeling it's like she revels in materialistic ways things of her nature but like in a way I don't in particular as a person feel the need to get into. That's basically it.
My own flaws? If I can define them.. I seem to have leftover problems from my childhood. I used to imagine what I should have done differently.
The essence of this post on her? I wanted to say it, but it's hard to find words and draw phrases about. It shouldn't be a bad way of saying it, and it shouldn't inflict badness.
About how that's basically it. I didn't know how to say it right, but that's something I noticed. Maybe, I'm not that white or something as in Caucasian in that way compared to her. You can tell I don't believe that, tho, right? :/
The importance, something needs to be said of what's going on. Or I just find it interesting and prevalent in my life. I don't mean to be totally sarcastic. There is some reason. Maybe because it is important and keeps happening. Maybe, this person just needs help. Lotta people don't want help.