If everything is indeed all proper, why was I being made fun of?  Life's not perfect.  You'd know where people stand.  Did you miss me?  "Huh?  Huh?"  It doesn't look like anyone misses "me" or I've changed too much.  What's a girl to do?  Just tell me I'm bad to begin with?

Is this one of those cases where Tweety Bird is already set up?  Where you're the one who's bad to begin with?  So any making fun of you is the status quo?  You can't be serious, then.  People don't tend to like all apologize to me, after what I'm put thru all the time.  I don't know, someone is causing the trouble or it just happened.

"No hard feelings."

I guess the points are that life isn't really proper, even though I did something that seemed wrong to you and if it was is probably my personal business or the business of someone who's not just snoping around.

I'm known as perfect.  Why would people bother me when I'm the one who gets attacked every day emotionally?  Isn't there a reason I thought off?  I know that there are other times when people are mean-a ha gotcha!  I'm not saying it was right to think.  Do you ever wonder what people out there think in private?  If you weren't told, would you care?  What would you do then?

I said I was sorry, but I'm not a bad person.  People are watching my private thoughts, and it's hard to be chemically balanced.

Sorry.

Do you have something you wanna talk about - no, just wait for me to do something someone doesn't like so I can be in trouble and strangely not someone else.  No offense, don't go making things  up about my italicized words..  :|