What goes on in my life now is pretty bad.  I do things, right, on my blog, but what is allowed to go on around me is preposterous.  People tackle me as soon as I enter the room.  My relationships are severed and beaten at.  I can't even reign free thought without some pip squeak of a reaction emitting from some far reach of this universe.  "It's all 'related.'"  No, it wasn't.  I just said I couldn't even think about anything social in my life without running into a road block that seems to lead to more road blocks.