Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Submission to be on Dr. Phil

Yes, there are things I've done in my life, tho not perfect, was told I was perfect all the time: quiet, shy, sweet, smart, and too perfect.  It seems these things have surfaced in my adulthood.  I don't really know which problem would be the worst.  The one that started it was since a kid realy forgot to write my cousin.  I coulda tried harder to do it.  I guess the biggest joke was when my dad came home from work I said, "Oh, no," and no one asked why.  I was not finished with my homework yet and was shy around him, etc.  I was hospitalized I think for losing my 4.0 in high school and put on pills.  That was 16.  I was put in again after I thought someone wanted me to call them the N word online after calling me not white over and over.  Everyone seemed to find out, people around the world seem to know.  The biggest problem thusfar, other than people bothering me, is that I cursed a lot about noises in my room I thought someone put there.  If you'd like to know, I thought the person online saying I wasn't white was Tim Burton and his toddler daughter.  The 2nd problem was I thought Ellen DeGeneres put the noises in my room and I still believe she ordered this to be done, along with others.  So, I'm saying because of things I did by accident while being a really careful person that people are mean to me for 2 reasons: not being all white racially and for what I've done.

I have a link to my life's story of the problems made for the Dr. Phil Show: http://christinabarrett4.wix.com/drphil