Hello Dr. Phil Show!
I just seem to slip up a lot. I think as a baby I wasn't always happy. I was a mixed baby.
I remember visiting Gramma at 2. I felt she made a racist attitude on me at a young age. That ruined it for me cuz I felt upset on the inside, and it comes out.
My cousin in Indonesia wrote me when I was around 8. I didn't remember to write back until I was an adult.
I started masturbating at age 7.
When I was 11, I was joking and said, "Oh, no," when my dad came home cuz I'd done homework all evening and it wasn't done. He never asked why.. He probably knew he was the one with the move to make then.
I lost my 4.0 to an American History AP class my 3rd year of high school. I was simply sent to the counselor probably by that teacher, who looked like Ellen in some ways. I missed classes and fell behind and lost the other A's eventually. I was hospitalized in a mental hospital. I didn't want to take the medicine but had to. They said I didn't have schizophrenia but gave me the medicine for it for awhile they said. We moved to a Chinese doctor who said I didn't have any problems! I don't understand the fuss about the medicine and why I took it.
I was kicked out of my major of Music Education and my major instrument as Piano and from taking private Voice as a class for credit from a real vocal instructor. I had nowhere to go, nowhere to turn, I felt. I was traumatized and failed/withdrew from 8 semesters of college but not on purpose. Ever since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out, things were different. There were construction workers outside my dorm. Next semester, I heard suicidal noises in my ear from being a sensitive music major. I failed a semseter online for some weird reason with a heavy course load. I was kicked outta 3 theater classes a teacher I liked taught. They said I used the restroom too much. Other weird things happened, tho. I was yelling and screaming. I called the police, and they took me to the mental hopsital, but it ended up a month. My mom said if I live at home I have to take medicine, and it makes me tired and I feel ruins my body.
Earlier, I thought Tim Burton was calling me not white a lot online and wanted me to call his daughter the N word. Word seemed to spread quickly in the air, and in case you didn't know the whole world knows. I was hospitalized for a month and the medicine Risperdal made me lose my lush, healthy period. I got a small tumor under my brain on the pituitary gland I think. It controls hormones. The doctor knew, and the brain scan revealed a very small tumor, which stopped growing or went away completely.
I thought Ellen DeGeneres put cameras and speakers around my room and people watch me and it makes me uncomfortable what they think. They make clicks that seem to give messages. The computer loads funnily. I cursed on my blog about being annoyed by it. I think Ellen collected her evidence of goods that time. She is a bother in my life by acting like I started it and threatening people who wanna be nice to me.
Everyone is so mean to me. They can read what they'd dub as guilt for a half Chinese girl on my face.
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Thank you!
Sincerely,
Christina Barrett