I'll try and be as realistic as possible.
1. I want to be attractive, which would happen if I got taller and slenderer again in my life. I know ways to get there. My reason is it makes me more holistic and have this ecological glow and magical presence.
2. I wanna find out who I wanna pick me up physically just to show love. I dunno if I'd want that in someone my own age, even a boy, and they'd probably oughta be older for the challenge at understanding me.
I dunno, I can't list everything. Some things I don't know. Some things aren't really as important.