Saturday, January 31, 2015

Dr. Phil - Facebook

My parents are mean to me now, and I'm 28.  I actually do not end up rolling my eyes.  Maybe, they got a little too close.  What about all the people recently who had kids in their early 20s or before?  I feel my parents "roll their eyes at me."  If I get upset or think something the wrong way, at age 28 now, they will tick tick tick tick bothere me in my presence.  They should not be in the lives of their kid after they are old enough to have left home or turned 18.  The love is finished then, so why have them monitor your life then too?  About the love, they don't think you're like a sweet 16-year-old, anymore.  Maybe it's that Disney princess mentality and we know nothing other than that they are allowed to leave home by that age.  If you mean before, I've almost rolled my eyes.  It was interesting.  I was able, because of my parents's proper rearing of me in this way, to not form a big habit of rolling my eyes.  A lotta my life has been damaged by me looking down, however.  I am sorry if I have a misunderstanding, but I find it an obstacle, it seems.  I am pretty sure my parents feel so good about themselves because they are not heavily a mixed race like me.  They seem to celebrate over me that they're better like that, but I still don't literally feel the love to be adament enough to roll my eyes even.

Other people, they seem to act like they roll their eyes a lot.  It's not a nice habit.  I do not listen to mean people.. who are in my life, but I mean I don't see myself roll my eyes.

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Parents gotta know their kid isn't better than the other kids, cuz the problems of life come when that's all that is hoped for with only 1% inspiration and  99% perspiration.  It's interesting some kids level themselves out so well self-esteem-wise that they feel like they "are something" and can make even a controversial statement of their life in front of their parents.  I come home, and like I said to one lady on here, I used to ask them about having no friends and they acted like I didn't deserve it and had no advice.  I used to have friends, but we moved from Florida.  I didn't always have good friends in where all we lived in Florida.  I didn't feel washed up, tho.  My dad said he did everything right to himself have helped raise me except "maybe I didn't give you enough support."  I find that suggestive now I think of it.  It's funny to me, too.  My mom stopped touching me when I was 9, had quit gymnastics I know, don't know why, maybe not exciting when she does at that point with a little brother who wants attention, but still.  I started not wanting my dad to touch me.  My parents pretty much get dinner and things together and we eat and not much interaction took place.  These days, they are all at it in secret message, now that I think of it.  My mom was into helping me get into college after my dad or aunt had me placed in a mental hospital probably because I was secretly sad I lost my 4.0.  She was at me like moms today are with their teens my last year and a half of college.  She got me into an arts school and got me to host a foreign exchange student (3/4 French from Germany.)  My mom got me off on the right foot, but for some reason I was kicked outta my major after a year in college.  I didn't memorize my piece cuz they added Music History.  They said it was for being shy, tho.  This didn't happen to others.  I am sorry if my post is not well put together.  I am actually in a good mood from last night.  So, I hope people have a good time with parents supporting kids.  I hope my post is okay, see not many long responses yet.  :)  Guess this topic hit home.

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(response to fan)

I have a psychiatrist, but he's not successfully suportive. It's the opposite with me and health professionals. Glad yours is.