I'm sorry I blew!
I was already mad. For some reason it's hard to think then. I try to not listen now, but that doesn't really seem to be working, yet. :( It sounds crazy to me. I don't agree that someone is better than me, though. So, like, even if you want to pretend I am in trouble or think I need to be taught a lesson, then just teach me the lesson rather than upsetting me. You see people upset at shit all the time. Small shit. Good people, respectable people who everyone knows is European.. Maybe, part of your message is that I'm not white, but how can you honestly tell? I'm not shit. I see other people of my race, maybe shit in some ways, but not all people of my race. People just don't want other races to succeed cuz they think they know they will always be that race even if they want to forget it, literally, like me, and succeed in the end. I don't know if people are really messed up and how, but I do feel sorry if they are not like successful and being comfortable and not to crazy, mistakeningly thinking whites all want to be Asian still. I mean, I think some people are like .. a certain way that doesn't suit me, like physically, and that might be what's going on.